today all muslim half day. den e sku like become chinese sku like tt. all is chi ppl. all malay 9.50 go liao. ss period t cher nv come. duno y leh. den e class in big chaos sia. feydric whole gang keep throwing paper balls. den chi. chi t cher angry. she gave me n stella book mark. thks. den math. malay all go le ma. so oso nth de. no lesson lo. so cher give us class photo. den ____ get e class photo oso. den got 1 autograph section. he call me sign. den i sign. at firz wan write notes to him. but i tink if got other galz write den i write lo. in e end nv. i tink galz he only call me sign lo. he like walk ard zx table den nv call her sign. =.= not a good thing. which means tt thing is getting more n more true. dam it. den go recess. come back recess is cme. we watch movie. the BEE movie. nice leh. den got geog. cher nv come. so i slept in class. den go home liao.
today i read the 4th lesson wif morrie. is toking bout death. i like this part. this is e part tt makes me tink alot. for e whole day. nobody thinks much about death. everybody dosen't wan2 face the fact. but is because u does not face the death tt y we took everyday for granted we took everything we had for granted. quoted by morrie "once you learn how to die, you learn how to live." this is a meaningful sentence. it shall be my principal of life. :)
my ans for e ques of"if i m left if 24 hrs of my life, wad i will do?" is. i will go to my mum n dad n hug them. thks them for bringing life to me. i will go to HIM n hug him thks him for bringing happiness to me. i wan2 to hear music to e fullest. i wan2 bid goodbye to my best frenz. and thks them for sharing my happiness n sorrow wif me all along. and i wan2 c e last sunrise n sunset in this 24 hrs.
ok. thr isn't any violin lesson today due to e fifth wik. n i dumbly went for lesson. i tot i'm late n i rushed thr like hell. in e end no lesson. BLUR QUEEN!! hmms. my eye is twitching like hell now. duno wad is gona happen.
anw. i read the tuesdays with morrie. n a question went into my mind. wad will i do if i m left wif 24 hrs of life??
had el paper today. flunk. yes. i FLUNKED it. its ENGLISH paper. haiz. my paper 1 rready die. paper 2. my summary dun eve nid to c lo. i rmbered 1 sentence suddenly. there was this fren of mine often like to tell me this. confidence wins half a battle. n i will often tell him tt i m a no confidence person. to him maybe confidence makes difference. but to me it isn't. hmmm. wonder how is ____ anw. i'm not suppose to tink anything bout ___. i duno ___. n we are strangers. strangers. i m not suppose to know stranger. we wun meet i guess. not in my rest of my life. its beta in this way. its batter not to meet him. i dun wan2 open his wound. if i had a choice............ i wud choose not to know him.
wa. tomoro eoy le. dam fast sia. 1 yr juz past like tt. studying like shit liao lo. i hate exams. stress like HELL i juz cant seems to concentrate on my studies. my sci especially. dun even feel like touching it. eng. duno wad to study. -.-lll chi. oso duno. study ss n geog like siao now. write notes until i surrender. i now use com type beta. hope can pull my marks up abit. mid yr my humanities like F9. now wan2 pass like dam dam dam dam hard lo. 1% chance of getting C6 in humans for my overall aiya. wadeva la. can pull until E8 very good le. my A-math. die like hell. t cher give e paper i c ready blur liao lo. math still okok la. i juz simply hope i can get promoted next yr. but at e same time i'm mentally prepared to drop. i only tink my DnT n Chi can pass only lo. maybe + my math. e rest can go die la so next yr most probably i will b at 4n4. i sure wun retain in 3E. next yr i oso got national exam. ppl take 'o' lvl i take "N" de. hmms. maybe i shud start buying "N" lvl papers aft my eoy. den can start doing le. very stressssssssssss. wanted to whack basketball. but hor. i'm not suppose to play le. haiz. tomoro sure got violin exam de lo. i m so DEAD. t cher sure scream at my ears liao. so many days nv pactice. den l8r tomoro play all e shit to him. aiyo. die die die. actually i juz read a book. is called "Tuesdays with Morrie" i recommend all ppl to read it. i know i suppose to study, but i juz cant help reading e book. its about a professor named Morrie who is dieing of some illness. this book teaches ppl to face death. letting ppl to know their meaning of life. this book somehow starts to make me realise tt i nid to study ready. if i get promoted to 4E i somehow left wif 365days to "o" lvl. n this is to my dear cousin. ***** concentrate on ur studies pls. dun jio galz now. ppl nid concentrate de leh. l8r u get rejected than u gona come crying to me. u wan aft ur eoy den jio lo. anw ur mum find out le sure gona kill u. beta dun jio. my advice to u is not to spent too much money on tt gal hor. u will find not worth it at some point of time. n ah. ur frenz dun seems ok to me leh. u watch out to e frenz tt u r making huh. tt all. time for study agn...... T.T
ystd had A-math test. as expected. die. haven get back result yet. neither do i want to. took my cardboard flower home. when reach home it became dead flower. cuz all e parts are dismantled. den go home chiong DnT project. faster fix my dead flower n it went alive agn. hahas. today go sku. HAPPY B-DAY ELENA LAOGONGPO!! nid take DnT board n my cardboard flower. stupidly it rained like hell even though i prayed hard not to rain. den go sku, my flower die AGN. due to e rain n water splashing on it. excess of water had caused my flower to die. haiz. go sku, firz period DnT. faster fix my dead flower. den touch up on my dnt board. hahas. i hope i get an A for my dnt lo. my report card very pathetic sia. not even 1 A lo. all F. haiz. den ve A math. sianzzzzzzzzzz. i omoz slept. den eng. go through e sit. writing. nigel down thr fight e fan wif me. tell me feng shui good go share wif him e feng shui. nice try ah nigel. u w8 long long ah. u tink i duno u wan e fan so tt u can sp. u tink i will let u slp huh. den reces...... den chem. moles moles moles. dun understand a single shit. really eh. i only know e S.I unit is mol. tt it. den aft sku go theory class. me n gerald reach firz. den kelvin reach. he reached late because got bird shit on him. HAHAHA. den she today nv go sku. call her duno how many times still nv pick. den me n gerald intended to go her hse n fetch her to sku. still got story line leh. when we reach her hse gerald will b my bro. hahas. very funny. but when we bout to go thr, she replied me wif a msg. den i call her. den she gee me e blur voice. everything ok ok ok. haiz. anw. i intend to join SYCO. mei xian joining oso. hong yu oso. gerald considering. lol. i juz join e audi for play play nia. Hahaz. cuz i wun get in. my skill not good.+ no grade. juz try my luck lo. hahas. but i duno wad song to play leh. i no solo piece sia. i ot like mx n hy. got song to play. i du ve lo. anw. i din even dream of getting in. its juz a wish. u know. my this kind standard. go in???????? all cellist got grade i du ve. haiz. gerald they all still down thr tinking if we get in den bla bla bla. ya. tt's for them. not me. they got cert ma. i du ve. hope i get in lo. T.T
EiGHTEEN SIGN TT UR IN LOVE!!! EIGHTEEN you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly. SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them. SEVEN: They're all you think about. SIX: You get high just from their scent. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them! THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.
hahas. i juz did exactly it was stated. so I'M IN LOVE. lols
ystd i block it. due to sth happen. i did post ystd. but i deleted. lolz. dun ask me wad happen cuz i'm not gona ans this ques. no matter who u are. hmm. today firz period tee nv come. den i chiong to study for math test today. den e relief cher oso come help me. hahas. den is physics. get back our results. 17/20. wonderful but zx got highest. she got 19. miracle leh . anw. gratz. ^^ den it was ss. ss did nth but copying e notes for chap 2. hand copy until pain sia. den recess. took my math notes to revise. aft tt was math. e math test was suppose to b aft sku. but nobody wans to stay back so it is during ciriculum time lo. we start paper at 12. its a 35 mins paper on trigo n bearings. so e test ate into our next period's lesson. anw. i m dam happy lo. cuz e next period is A-math. today A-math was a fast 1. cuz is juz 40 mins. YAY! tomoro got A-math test. die liao lo. hmm. den aft tt was chem. got back our practical results. indeed i flunk liKe shit. i got 7/15 HALF MORE MARKS TO PASS!! den finish sku. have math remedial. but is optional de. so is like only me zx, stella, joshua n jia hao stay. wif e accompliment of darling n diana. good wan u can c how slack our class is lo. haiz. den stay until 4.40. den go home. tt all. byes. loves~
drifting apart. not knowing myself. not letting u to know me. i guess we will. n i expected tt. it's not as gd as wad i tot. it;s not as gd as wad u tink. mayb 1 day, u will finally admit tt. e feeling of drifting has arrived. not stopping even when i stopped. wad can i do?? my instinct tells me tt. i doubt it's not accurate. i;m no linger my normal self. n i hate it. i m now..... no self confidence. hidden by appearance. hating lots of ppl. tinking lots of things. balloons keep popping up. lots of question. not trusting.
ystd sent my dad off to air port. dun ask me if i cried. i din. but my heart is. i'm so gona miss him. i saw him went to e gate reluctantly. n my heart sinks. haiz. thks dad. loves~
aft sending him. went to e air port for a walk. it is real big. went back bout 11pm ready. den 11.30 darling called. den chat bout 1hr denn go slp le. this morning woke up at 9. went market. eat. come back chiong for theory class. cuz i'm late. o man. i m currently learning gr4. n i m failing 3 papers. but i passed 3. haiz. i tink i'm gona fail my theory agn. once i failed i m so gona say bye bye to learning music. finish theory. had a small chat wif hong yu. she really love co sia. o lvl coming still du wan stop CC co. anw. got 2 do dnt le. bb.
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're around your friends. • be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you • be the one to call her, don't make her always call you • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • kiss her forehead. • give her the world. • write her letters. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with her. • let her know she's important. • let her take all the photos she wants of you. • kiss her in the pouring rain. • when you fall in love with her, tell her. • and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before. guys repost as : i'd do this for my girl. girls repost as : a perfect boyfriend if you don`t repost this in four minutes you will lose the one you love. if you do repost this in four minutes the one you love will : call you; kiss you; love you
ok. ystd i went for my practical test. and i just simply screwed up everything. it was a 1nhalf hr test. n we were required to complete both cham n physics practical. guess wad. i forgot to bring my caculator. omg. fortunately 1 of e helper in e lab borrowed me 1. 3e1 n 3e3 were in e first shift. we went to e ava n waited to b dismissed to our venues. upon w8ing, we can c e diff between a good class n a lousy class. all e e1 ppl down thr studying. den all e e3 ppl toking n playing. ppl read e cations n anions chart. nigel reading newspaper. -.-lll e test is so hard tt i simply given up on doing it. HAIZ. den had mrs tee period. she is so kind to let us ve 1 half an hr break. this only happens once in a bluemoon. dun wry. no more next time. den aft recess was chem. mr chan period. haiz. very very very very bored. although i sat infornt of e class. but i still slept. becuz it was so boring tt i cant keep my eyes open. den loitered in e playground wif darling n zx. ya. i told him e nigel story. -.-lll it finally get out of my mouth aft so many days of consideration. went home. wanted to get ready for my basketball session, when my mum called. she wants to go mustafa. n therefore my training was cancelled. wadeva. went thr. alot indian songs. sian. ok. i juz went to check out e requirements of a sia air-stewardess. 1. fluent in eng. (out) 2. able to work in team. (average) 3. muz b pretty. (totally out) 4. able to swim for at least 25m (in) 5. muz ve 5 "o"lvl credits/ "A" lvl holder/diploma in wadeva things. (i can 4get bout this) hw e hell m i going to achieve this dream when i m inly qulified for 1 rnds out of 5?? i simply can get this dream out of my brain. anw. dad is leaving today. gona miss him. T.T
ok. mx niticed me bout e co camp thing. i found e song on youtube. lols. is so nice.
this is played by mx's orchestra. e orc B named dao lu.
this is played by MY orchestra. orc A. named zhan wang. nice piece. haiz. e orcestra members are all so wonderful. i miss them sia. compared to our....... i preferred to co-operate wif them. they really is rehearse a few times n they will get it. but our...... will nid mths to do tt. or more den tt lo.
anw. if wan2 view e video muz w8 for my blog song finish.
firz period for e day. eng. mrs tee nv come. free period. i m so dam happy. cuz i can chiong my geog. i ystd night nv study finish. so today i went sku study like siao.
second period. geog test. went to humanities rm for test. finally got air-con. e test was ok la. got study den can do lo. but i got study like still will fail leh. haiz. nvm. failing is part of my life.
third period. chi. had test oso. dam hard. i duno how to do. lolz. den recess. YAY!! cuz today recess assembly sit under shed. suppose to sit under e sun de. but, who cares.
den come back is A-math. o sian. i hate it. Qy down thr high like hell lo. she sing songs. lolz.
den dnt. chiong end yr proj. chg abit of my design. i did manage to finish it. but i wonder if i shud colour. bt got second part of e proj. i nid do presentation board. sian....
today had CO. wufei nv come. hapy happy. he is juz a slacker who is more slack den me. :P
anw. ystd my lvl got 1 big police case. haiz. CCSS ah........
sunday. went to visit my Gu ma. lol. mooncake festival. so went to play candle wif jian yuan n han han. lolz. lame lame la.
Monday. adam khoo workshop postponed. nth special. juz tt. iplayed wif zx's sissors. den tt srtupid sissors cutted me. pain pain. i now. 1 hand, 3 injuries. but all minor de. XD last 2 period is free period. happy!! tok 1 hr. slept 1 hr. den w8 diana n zx do their singing proj. w8 until wan slp liao. den zx muz do rap. den she cnt. den i stand beside her. make her laugh. e more she cnt. HAHAS. cello section had new t cher. dam G L. i go in late den give me attitude. knn. like i wan late like tt. from china de. i dun like IT. den john pass me my CC performance CD. nice nice. beta den sku performance by ALOT. hear ready oso SUANG. den violin lesson. got internal exam. haiz. failed. T.T nvm. i make sure i buck up aft EOY.
tues. HAPPY B-DAY ZHONG RONG!! today is e most sianest day. y? 2 remedials. haiz chem den physics. den until 4.30 den go home. me n stella attended e physics remedial on last mon le. but muz pei zx. so we attend it agn. but we played bingo. hahas. today mrs peh nv come. so no Math n No form t cher period. very good. so math period. went to find zx. den nigel behind. so me n nigel tok tok. den both of us start to discuss bout songs. den start to listen song together using dillon phone. alot nice songs. din expect him to listen to a song tt is so classic. he oso dun belief tt i listen to so punk song haha. new discovery for both of us. lolz. den too many song le. recess oso. so i gave him my fone lo. tell him to send all e nice song to me lo. hahas. den ve geog test oso. totally forget bout it. haiz. nv study. T.T but i tried to do lo. nigel like go slp. nv even do e paper at all. cool sia. this thurs got geog test. omg. test AGN. tomoro mrs tan nv come. no SS. anw. sth funny today. when go home. i w8 bus wif joshua n shafiq n a few malay galz. Khairia: how long ah e next bus 38 Shafiq: i juz told joshua e timing. Khairia: how u know?? u use e IRIS ah? Shafiq: ya Khairia: wa so good. can check. Joshua: ya lo. eh can check e bus got how many ppl anot huh? Mardinah: o ya. can check e sppeed of e bus oso?? hahahahahahahahahas. hmms. today finish dinner. went to make new specs. YEAY!! thurs will collect. happy happy.
thurs. morning din meet darling go sku. cuz he duno wan do wad thing firz. den i go alone. since alone, then go late late lo. i lyk zun zun 7.20 reach sku. not too late. not too early. wahaha. dnt. did yr end proj. toothbrush holder. lolz. sku ends. went for 3E1 physics remedial. i duno a single shit e t cher toking. omoz bored to death. i stare at t cher. but all e words nv go to my brain. finish sku. 3.30. went co. only me cellist. as usual. my section nobody. wadeva. sat wif shu ya. shuya n zhong rong pissed. cuz jun yang nv come co. he went to bishan arcade. i duno y they angry. cuz i ready give up on my section. pulling them to bond together is really beyond my limits. n i can nv do tt. hei hua n jia yin du wan come. next yr syf no cellist. only me n kevin soh. pathetic. haiz. worst sku. anw. Jie ming b-day on thurs. 911. lolz. anw. happy belated b-day.
Fri. went sku as normal. firz period Dnt. did proj agn. my finger tio tt hot glue gun thing. den got blister. T.T pain pain. proj next fri nid hand in. CHIONG ARH!!! den is A-math. Sianz ah. den eng. slp. t cher wake me up. i said"okok" den saw nigel slping. since he oso slping den i went back to slp. during my slp zx tok to me. i cnt hear her. cuz i blur blur ma. den i all e way orh orh orh. but nv listen to her. cuz i slping at e same time. she tok until give up. n finally leave me alone. hahas. den recess. come back is chem. duno wad he toking. learning bout moles. sian. all i know is S.I unit is mol. e rest i all duno. follow formula to work. so i juz die die rmb e formula. bt juz dun get into my brain. nvm. finish sku. stay back for dnt. darling n zx pei me. they inside dnt room got war sia. play play play. zx siao until take e mallot n play. tt wan e mallot head flink off ah. tt it la. den i do dnt half way mr. gan came in n scare me. he still down thr laughing somemore. evil. den finish bout 2.30 went to eat kfc wif darling n zx. i ate CHICKY MEAL. den they 2 say i nth beta to do. ya lo. i nth to do ma. so buy lo. hahas. den come home. bathe. zx called. told me sth. said wan2 call her back cuz i eat. but nv call. hahas. anw. gratz huh zx. dun play leh. stop being so evil. den go vivo. buy choco. dark choco. hehe. den 10+ like tt den go home. reavh home bout 11. den drink white wine. hahas. nice. but dam tired. so drank 2 glass nia. lolz. den go slp at 12.30.
sat. woke at 9.45. my dad woke me at 9. den i said"okok" n i went back to slp. den dad n mum say wan go market. nid my help. den i pull myself up lo. went market. eat eat. dne buy buy. den help them take home. wa. heavy like siao. nw hand pain. T.T l8r mayb got go out agn. lolz. wadeva. bb. loves~
hmms. today. life as normal. sku sku sku. nth much happened today. juz tt aft sku got this stupid briefing. -.-lll wad stupid strength quest thing. it's an online test to test u strength. so i went home and like try it. i m so pek chek when doing this cuz i cnt sign in. y? cuz i nv register as new user. -.-lll den finish like 30 mins lo. sian. ZzZzZ. den finally finish. come out results. this is according to ranking. !. Adaptability 2.positivity 3.Maximizer 4.developer 5.arranger like not very zun lo. cuz i m not an arranger. becuz i hate arranging things. wadeva. anw. o i really chg eversince this yr?? how much i chg?? y is everybody surrounding me start to say i chg?? i chg is good or bad?? mayb is becuz of tt big incidende tt chg me ba. wadeva. i nid slp le. nitez. loves~
firz period was social studies. cher no come. test postpone to tomoro. second period. chi. cher relieve N lvl thingy. haha. let us copy zuo wen nia. den she go off. she like not here. n e class firz time so quiet. den math. today was my firz time sitting infront for e entire yr. it was nice. i can concentrate well. but zx n qy like at e back of e class laughing i infront still can hear sia. den they say i now like stella le. oso wood block liao. wun move de. wadeva la. i paying attention ma. HAHA. den recess. den CME. cher nv come. free period oso. den geog. cher nv come oso. HAHA. same cher as social studies ma. den tok to relieve t cher. found out tt he was from our sku last time. den form t cher period. i dun nid go. cuz i gt e adam khoo workshop at 2. so i early released.
e adam khoo wksp. trainer was Candice. she is a swit n cute gal. lively n hyper. haha. like ME!!! love to crack jokes. but oso let us learn things while playing. i learnt alot of things. i learnt tt... a person muz dare to dream. dare to dream will make us ve a chance of acheiving our dreams. our dreams oso requires purpose.a purpose will let us pick ourself up whenever we fall. all e ppl who suceeded in their life fals b4. there are no such things as failure in life but learning experiences. not reaching our goals is not failure. nv get defeated n muz b resilence. nv say try but say MUST. according to scientist research, 5% of our brain are conscious while e other 95% are sub-conscious. make full use of e 5%!! humans are emotion creatures. dun let emotions control us. but we muz control emotions.
candice love us too much le. she say giving us extra lesson next mon. YAY!! is her on accord. e company is not paying her for this. omg. i love her man. at frz tday is our last leeson wif her. because of her love, we ve our lasr lesson next mon. woots ah. can learn more things!!
anw. to HIM: dun wry bout me. is not ur fault. i nid to open up my wounds 1 day too. its juz a matter of time. dun blame urself for not helping me. u helped me alot le. everybdy surrounding me can c tt. n i appreciate tt. THKS! sry for pushing u away. but i juz cat seems to tell this. Cuz it is quite tough for me to say. i guess all my best friends knows how i survive for e past few mths b4 i was wif u. n i tink u ought to know it beta den them. n if my happiness in e suface can drown my sorrow, y not b hidden behind happiness. thks for being thr for me all this while. no matter we are stead or sisters, u ve done lots for me. i started to trust u, tt y i open it for u. so dun feel guilty ks. love you. <3
sat. went to take sg flyer wif family. quite scared at firz. cuz i scared heights ma. but den aft tt like nth like tt liao. cuz is dam slow. turn turn turn. lolz. dam fun,
sun. went out wif darling. went to beach. walk walk walk. lolz.
mon. firz period pe. yeay. t cher no come. happy happy. den eng. went to com lab to do classwork. nice nice. den chi. as usual t cher nag nag nag non stop. den recess. aft tt physics. ZzZz last period math. chg seat. i went all e way nfront wif stella. gd gd. den went for tt adam khoo tok. was fun n motivated. lolz. like tt only lo.
tags forpasserby. i ve NV say i look nice. so PLZ fucking hell dun give me ur comments. i not chio bu. n i will nv b 1. sou SHUT UP n dun give irrelevant comment. a person who insults i dun tink is any better. i duno u. u dun come disturb my life. n get e fucking hell out of my blog if u reached. i DUN NID ur FUCKING EYES to b down here. i nv offend u so U DUN offend me. SHUT UP N GET BACK WIF U LIFE. FUCKER
opened e old wounds. it hurts dam lot. i tot e stitches on my wound is done. but it's not. cut of e stitches. n it's bleeding non-stop. so pain tt i bust into tears. i'm not opening it anymore. time will heal e wound. the scar shall remain as momentum of e wound. maybe not touching e wound will make me feel better. iwudremainsilentif1daymywoundsplitsopenagn. iwunshoutforhelp. thisismyprincipalforlife.
6th sep. going out today. but nid to go tution firz. omg. i hate it lyk hell man. later go buy guitar scores. YEAY!! i tink l8r is go city hall ba. wadeva la. i m sleepy. but cant get to slp. i wan2 play audi!!! but cnt play. T.T haix. wadeva la.<>aiyo. so fast tomoro last day holiday le i du wan go sku!! bb. i will hold on to u tightly not letting u go.
haiz... i m still awake.. e time nw is 12.08 am. i m tired. bt cnt slp. cuz i installing e audition. sick man. only like 30% lo. n this is like 45 mins le. haiz. dam slow. n my neighbour's dog is barking now. noisy. AARRGH. so bored. went to hop around ppl's blog. haiz. I VERY SIAM AH. i wanted to study. but this time. i cnt open my eyes to study. darling oso slp liao. nobody to sms. ssiiaannzz.. ZzZz.. anw. went to **** 's blog. n i got sth to tell him. to **** if u r reading this post. i hope u know i' referring to u. sry tt i avoided u for so long. sry for hurting u. ya. u may think tt i only tok to u when i nid u right. sry for making u to tink tt way. i do ve my reasons for avoiding u. n i du wan2 name tt. thks for being my fren for e past few yrs. eversince i know u from p6, u ve helped me alot. no matter in sku work, music, or relationship. all e fun & laughter tt we ve, i will always b remembering it. mayb u wun wan me to disturb ur life anymore. n i wun appear in ur life agn. no matter wad. i will rmb u as my very best fren. no matter wad u tink of me, ur image in my mind will b e same. hope we will meet 1 day agn.... bt this time is by fate.. not purpose...
8++ wake up. do hmwk. go market wif daddy mummy n bro. eat. go home. do hmwk. msg darling. do hmwk until very sian. play guitar. HAHAS. den go eat lunch wif daddy. den go find darling at bus-stop. sry darling. i'm late everytime. den go slack slack awhile. 2pm. go co. is my fav conductor. he dam punctual sia. 2 reach lo. but today his last day here. T.T den practice ends at 5. wonderful prac. den go slack slack alone while. cuz wan2 b alone ma. den go eat. go home. bathe. haha. open audi. got error. so i deleted. reinstall. but cnt reinstall. i give up!! so went to check out ppl's blog. like tt lo.
to***** sry. but i juz dun get it. y r u doing this?? i m not related to tt person anymore. wad e hell is wrong wif ur brains??? r u nuts?? i'm not interested in tt person ok. wake e hell up of ur mind.
actually wanted to blog in india de lo.. but i everytime wan2 use com den no electricity. -.-lll wadeva. i m like so going to blog now b4 i forget. hahas. second day. 5am wake up. (sg time 7.30am) brush up all tt. 6.30am start travelling to Taj Mahal. lol. dam long of travelling time sia. we reach Taj mahal at 1++ pm. halfway thru e travel muz get out of e car. den we took a horse. hahas. cuz over thr not allow vehicles. they scared got bomb. i mean. this is real ok. not kidding. ok. firz time take horse. cool man. hahas. den went into taj Mahal. nice place. a momentum of love. learnt e story behind. n is a touching story. den snap dam lot of pics. haha. 3+ go home. reach home like 8+++pm. den eat dinner at 9 like tt. go home. slp.
next day. monday. woke at 8. den brush up. went to my dad's work lace for breakfeast. nice. lolz. i wan eat wad den order wad. HAHA. got special order for me. YEAY!!! lolz. den go out lo. take car. go around delhi lo. went round. den tour e temples. got BIG BIG temple. but all hindu de. no buddhist de lo. got 1 temple which i rmb so well. is e LOTUS TEMPLE. dam nice sia. really like lotus leh. but hor. oso hindu temple. ok. den at night go hoe. wan2 blog liao. SO HAPPY. in e end. nv blog. y? cuz no electricity. AARRGGHH!! go nathe. water very cold. Y? cuz no heater. Y? cuz no electricity. haiz. den bathe wif cold water lo. next day. last day. 4+am wake up. 5 + go airport. bout 40 + mins ride. den reach airport. admin work agn. lolz. den go eat. until 9 like tt den go on plane. bout 9.55 den plane take flight. 5h20mins of ride sia. slp inside lo den reach sg bout 5++. dam tired eat go home. slp. =]
today morning. went to sku for physics remedial lo. -.-lll so sian. ppl slp at home i go remedial. anw. i'm late! haha. nvm. nigel later den me =] i'm not e latest. wohoo. den finish remedial. went playground slack wif zx. lolz. go thr tok tok. den went to tm wif mummy n daddy n bro. bought a GUITAR. yay!!! hahas. but i duno how to tune leh. daddy help me tune le den i screw everything up. T.T i folo guidebook tune de leh. den he say wrong. ok lo. he help me tune back lo. sry lo. not he got a hard time tuning. cuz he duno e alpabets if e string. haiz. wadeva. go audi audi le. hahas.
Sim Mei XIng =) [jas] gurl, 17
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Hello. I'm mei xing. I'm 17 years old. I love music, and i hate