LAM ZHONG RONG.
LET ME SAY THIS.
i hate u.
i hate hate hate hate hate you to the core.
i can't see what you did to co.
and i can't sense anything other than you opening the door for us.
omg.
and you just simply get 22 points when i got only 19.
i did more than you did.
but you get more points than me.
i have accumulated this hatred since last yr.
and i'm SO going to explode this yr.
I HATE YOU!



want me to describe you?
a person who only go aorund flirting with boys about ur beauty.
toying with boys feeling.
you went around pulling relationship with teachers.
and that was why you were the chairman.
and that was why you had so much friend.
you went around pulling relationships.
until TSK knows your real side.
you are not that soft.
you are just acting.
o ya.
you're good at acting.
if not there wouldn't be so much boys dieing in that soft hands of yours.
you wouldn't want to know how much i hate you.
because.ITS MORE THAN 100%.
you've changed.
you are no longer you.






stop talking about her.
today went to collect report book.
lols.
i'm promoted.
teacher say i'm a good girl in class.
hahas.
and i paid full attention in class.
lols.
anw.
while w8ing for teacher.
melvin gan came in.
sway like shit.
and i suddenly remembered that i didn't burnt joss stick this morning.
and i didn't get any cca points for this year.
because my attendance did not reach 75%.
haiz.
kind of disappointed.
i contributed so much.
amd i didn't get anything back.

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pon A math class again.
nothing special happened.
CO. i was for once on-time.
suddenly gerald was called to settle some stuff.
and deborah called me to take over.
its the first time that she treated me so good.
haiz.
and so i took over.

i'm so dead now.
he's going for that CO camp.
3days.
sian.
and he's going with HER.
u know. HER.
i don't like HER.
she is so going to start flirting with him.
haiz.
just let it be...............................



o ya.
today the seniors finally are willing to tell the CO this.
and their reaction was..................
ok. tt's bout it.

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hmms.
here's a blog post dedicated to him*
its just a sudden feeling of writing this to you, because i've read your blog.
well.
i didn't expect you to wait for me until not.
i some kind of know what you meant which others don't.
i'm really really feeling very guilty towards you.
i've not met you for so long.
its really long.
to count, it's about half a year i guess.
i don't know when are you going to give up, but i wish as soon asap.
becuse it's a torture.
i'm still feeling guilty towards lieing to you.
sry sry sry and thousands of apologies.
guess that you are not going to read this post because i doubt you know about this link of mine.
but...
it's not worth it for you to wait, get it??
i mean.
we are of different race, so maybe you should consider finding 1 of your own race.
argh.
i'm feeling awful.
really.
i doubt that we would meet in the next one yr.
or maybe longer.
can you just take it as you did'nt know me before?
and just treat me as a stranger?
is it possible?
just forget about me.
i mean. really forget me.
not only for the feelings you had.

its just till here.



wecanonlywalktillhere.
nofurthercanweget.
howeveriwillrmbu.
becauseicantforgetyoutoo.


rather busy recently.
yesterday was indeed a tiring day for me.
i had my class up to 1.30 pm.
wanted to skip A math at 12.30, but didn't in the end.
1.30. suppose to have co.
the school was surrounded by lots of CO members.
and its very hard to escape from school.
but i had managed to escape on the end.
after i've escaped, me and zx went to eat at the playground.
than all the CO members keep calling me like loanshark.
and they also pestered darling.
lols.
in the end.
i surrendered and went to CO with qiao yu.
beause she was on the run too.
went thr.
as expected.
gerald was nagging.
he nagged nearly 20 mins.
i still invited him to sit in a chair and nag.
haha.
yup.
he asked me and qy"why do both of you come CO so late"
me: "because i'm not interested in this CO at all"
him:"why"
me:"no reason"
and thr was when his old grandfather story started.
but whatever it is.
i still know that he's under lots of stress.
he have his "A"lvl and bla bla bla.
anw.
yesterday CO endednearly 6.
me and gerald went to theory class at starbucks together.
guess what.
not enough chair.
so me and gerald decided to do "something".
and Mr png's eye open damn wide.
HAHAs
but is ok la.
as long as no other people who knows us that sees what we did, it should be alright.
lols.
i reached home at 9, still in my uniform.
lols.
went to bathe.
was damn tired.
nvm.
started mugging until 10.45 than slp.
this morning, nearly can'twake up.
lols.
today going to have tution.
the most jia lat wan.
nw
today ponded A math lesson.
something BIG happened.
went to stella house immediately and lock my old blog.
came back, delete it.
pray hard that no trouble is coming out again.

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my most sian holiday.
having some bloody 3E bridging programme from tommorow onwards.
sian.
it's like an eight days programme luhs.
i need to reach sku by 8. and sku ends at 12.30.
and my class is ending at 1.30.
oooooo.
because of that A math teacher who is so caring towards us.
wanting to see us so badly, due to us failing the EOY so nicely.
o man........
got to see renny and gang from tommorow again.
and i'm so not going to get peace once again.
they are going to insult me infront og my FACE.
is ok...
i will stay calm and smile to them.
shit.i love my holidays life.
especially those days that i don't need to see those pig faces of renny, melvin n friends.
they have not been to my old blog recently to spam.
i hope that it's seriously stopping and not because of some coms of theirs not able to use.
hmms.
anyway. i want to thank them for insulting me.
because they made me think.
i want to change my looks.
I WANTS TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH.
candice says this.
"an egg will crack when someone throws it on the floor, but a rubber ball bounces back"
i'm going to be the rubber ball.
i'm not going to let people insult me ANYMORE.
i will improve.
and improve to a better me.

hmms.
tommorow is tuesday.
T.T
going to have CO tommorow.
that's what gerald said.
i doubt i'm going.
well.
those that went to my old blog should know that they say i;m not needed in co.
hmms. it's quite true after lots of thinking.
so i'm not going to appear at CO so frequentlyanymore.
o buddha.
let me get into SYCO.
and i'm going to quit that CCSS co.
i'm looking forward to the day when i'm able to tender my quiting letter.
woots.
but......
the set piece that they give is damn hard.
sian.
i dpubt  i'm able to get in though.
even if i do i'm not going to tell anyone except my close ones.
because only they knows that i'm not showing off, but sharing my joy.
anyway.
i'm going to try my best to get in.


this is going to be a mugging week for me again.
i'm going to get my 4th theory paper this sat.
i wants to pass badly!!!!!!!
i'm going to mug for that paper.
i'm seriously going to get screamed at if i fail this 4th paper.
but, sir gave me to do the S paper ystd.
and i got 51 when the passing mark is 66.
awwwww.
stress!!!!!


o jasmine.
you are going to pass this paper.
you are not allowed to fail.
there's alot of MUST in this holiday.
MUST mug for theory.
MUST pass the paper.
MUST practice for syco's audition.
MUST get into syco.
MUST quit the school's co.
MUST revise for next yr.
MUST mug for next year's "o" lvl.
MUST pass your english.
MUST get A1 for E and A math.
o pls.
there's to much MUST.
stop playing jasmine sim.
get alive.
you've got too much things to do this holiday.
no more day dreaming.
no more playing.
err. abit of com games can la. WAHAHAHA.
but only after my studies.
yes.
it's going to be the NEW ME.




it's ok if you don't help me blockhead.
i will depend on myself.
i shall not wish anything from you.
i shall not see you being with me when i'm bullied.
i've seen another side of you.
anyways.
you are forgiven.
because you are a blockhead who doesn't knows MY NEEDS of a boy.

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well.
did'nt update this few days.
because i just did'nt have the mood to do so.
my old blog is now in a big mess.
and i just got damn tired of it.
lots of unknown people starts to pop out of my tagboard.
all the band people especially.
i think i got to tell the mr png about this very badly.
my brain is bursting.
my life now is in a big mess too.
i cannot concentrate for whatever i'm doing.
even playing audition just don't help me.
i don't know what to do, and i'm simply lost.
thks to the guys for all the insulting and all that.
seriously.
i just feel like killing all of them.
and i will get peace very soon.


oops.
i'm so happy today.
actually wanted to repair my cello but i got a new cello instead.
awwww.
i've gone to gramercy yesterday night and i tried one of the cello there.
i've got addicted to the sound that i tried on the first cello, it was so damn great!!!
i didn't even dreamt of having it.
and today, i went down with my own cello.
and the person who repairs says its not worth repairing it.
lols.
because its going to cost higher than my cello.
so i went in to the cello room and try more cellos out again.
but i'm still addicted to the one that i tried yesterday.
so in the end i bought that.
i just simply got addicted to the sound.
after that, the shop owner told me to play for him.
and so i played for 3 of them.
they gave comments.
i'm not going to write here.
because i do not want people to think that i'm arrogant.
lols.
went for movie with school today.
not everybody got to go.
hehe.
at least i got to leave that bloody class of mine.
no need to see renny huang, joshua goh and friends.
lols.
we watched mney no enough 2.
this is th second time i'm watching this.
but i still cried.
wahahaha.
i rather cry again than staying in and class being attack by my classmates.
wahahaha.
and i heard SOMEBODY helped me clean my desk today.
thks to SOMEBODY.

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finally i m out of those bustards spamming.
yes!!!
anw. i feel so great now. cuz i know how many frenz i've got tt's supporting me.
thks to MX n ZX.
i love u 2!!!

hmms.
today pon sku.
firz thing is to do some self reflections.
well mayb i'm really bad.
ya i know.

hahas.
l8r my darlings r coming n accompany me!!
i love u guyz.

n to ppl from MY SKU.
dun relink me aft u come oks.
juz link my old blog.
i du wan more passerbys to come.
anw.
i gona lock my blog.
so pls tag me or sms me ur e-mail ok.
i will b locking it in 1 wik time.


hmms. huz got back from violin.
wanted to pon lo violin class lo.
den my mother outsmart me.
ARGH.
so i went in the end.
ve exam.
sian.
nv bring shoulder rest.
AAHHH.
den my iolin like keep wanting to drop la.
den nvm.
forget it.
den today got wan stupid surprise scales test.
shit man.
i screwed up everything.
but today jiaqi came my class.
AAHH!!! so happy sia.
long time nv c her le....
hehe.
den got tok tok lo.
hmms.
den come back blog.
c tt ass toking cock bout HIM.
n i hate INSULTING.
so scolded him on the tagboard.
n to tt passerby.

STOP TOKING COCK!!


tt it.

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i'm sad today.
due to lots of reason,

esp tt.
i ____ him.
ius ugly n fat a form of joke???
everybody is imperfect.
juz like u.
u r skinny n black.
like satay.
dried wan.
u urself is imperfect.
so u dun joke on ppl.
understand.
dun tink u r e best guy in e world.
u R NOT.
ok.
stop hurting ppl's feelings.
u dun provoke us we wun do anything.
did we provoked u??
i din rmb tt.
its juz because u my x, n i respected u.
if u were not.
i wud ve scold n shout u long ago n not bear until now.
i hope u know whrs e limit.
n dun go over e limit.
i dun care who e hell is ur gf now.
i dun care is she pretty.
but i believe in retribution.
wadeva u do to ppl now.
u will get it back.
u will pay wad u owe.
if not this life, den it will b next life.
its e karma tt is foloing u.
u ve no ways to escape.
how many gal u yoyed wif, tt is how many gals will toy u in future.
tink bout it...........


i ve read finish tuesdays wif morrie.
finally.
he died.
i wish i cud go n visit his grave.
i wans to tok to him too.
he's a great proffesor.
n he contributed to human beings.
through him, ive got lots of things in life.
i ve precious knowledge.
its time to change myself, to a beta me.
he is buried in a peaceful place.
according to his wish, he wans to be buried in a peacful placr.
a place near his hse.
a place whr birds chirps everyday, beside a lake, under a tree.
he died peacefully n i envied him.
he hold on to his last breathe until non of e family members r beside him.
he wans it this way.



this is life.........
ppl usually doesn't treasure life until e last minute.
i will treasure every bits of things i ve now b4 its too late.
even if is hatred.

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today got back all results x cept eng.
as expected i only passed 3 sub.
actually miss ng spoke to us juz now.
n she do tok some sense.
if we drop down to NA maybe beta.
cuz tt means our basic is not good.
n we can revise our basic in NA agn.
however if we die die go express, we might not able to survive in O lvl.
true???
n i came to a point of accepting this.
ppl says tt i'm crazy to tink this way.
but.
who cares???
NA is still ppl.
is not tt they r more stupid or sth.
hmmms.
well i only passed 3 sub.
eng sure fail.
so i'm mentally prepared of dropping.
no matter wad i will still work hard.
no matter if its "O" or "N" lvl.
somehow happy though.
well, i failed  my humanities.
but quite happy.
cuz i improved from F9 to D7 :)
n i passed my SS for once!!
hahas.
i'm going to smile n face reality.
isn't tt beta den crying???



err.
suppose to go for some animation workshop today.
but skipped.
cuz zx n diana du wan go.
so i kena influence.
hahas.




tomoro got eng paper.
lols.
i will face reality.
JJYJY ME!!




tomoro omoz half of e day in hall sia.
SIAN.



udunome.
dou???
udoesn'tknowwadi'mtinking.
i'mnotttinnocentmeasutink.
ifucantacceptitdenjuzletitbe.................

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yup. 
juz back from outside.
went to watch "the bunny house" wif darling.
quite funny la.
but abit too expose.
lols.
hmms.
reccommended to watch for those who like comedies.
wanted to go to e beach wif him.
but rained.
lols.

n tt ass.
i've been worrying bout him.
n he juz dun call nor sms.
wth is his prob man.
haiz.

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tok to darling until 2 ystd nite.
den i 3+ go slp.
hmmms.
still got an unease feeling.
sth seems to going to happen.
hope not tt guy spar until go hospital......
wadeva.


went theory class ystd.
somebody jogged thr.
den nv bring hmwk.
den t cher cannot tahan le.
HAHA.
lols.
i'm dam evil sia.
k.
later going to meet darling watch movie.
duno got wad movie to c.
beta today play.
tomoro take le results sure no mood play liao.
hahas.
aft tt.
take report book i whole yr dun nid play le.
cuz will drop ma.
today quite energetic.
this morning 8 woke up.
went to eat wif mama.
i wan go bathe le...
bbs.

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ystd had violin lesson.
a kid came n joined my class.
not really a kid though.
she's quite short.
but she's p6.
n she is learning grade8.
gosh.
i tot she was a pro.
it gave me dam lots of stress la.
but lucky she isn't.
hahas.
but she is playing e same pieces as me.
ok la.
her playing is quite bad la.
but i assume that she only get e piece not long ago only lo.
hack cares.
Mr tong gave us children day present sia..
haiz.
i sec3 le leh.
but juz take la.
everybody muz take ma.
he gave chap teh.
tell us to kik 10 times continuosly b4 playing violin.
i cnt even 2 times lo.
hahaha.



today and tomoro no sku.
marking days ma.
i love it man.
wahahaha.
can slack at home.
i've waited for today for so long.
omg.......
u know last wik was dam miserable for me lo.
i wik like 1 yr like tt sia.
i tot i might ve died half-way through.
haha.
this 2 days muz play like hell cuz thurs cnt play le.
cuz take paper ma.
n i dread for tt day lo.
how i wish time can pass slowly.
ok.
aft going through e papers i tink these are e papers tt i can fail
-chem
-geog
-SS
-eng
-A-math(sure fail)
-physics(maybe)

hmms.
later gota go for theory class.
sianz...
theory exam coming le.
so fast sia.
location at geylang agn.
T.T
no audition for this few days.
my com is down.
so can only use laptop.
haiz..........



its hard to solve the brain entanglement.
can i dun solve.
can i dun face e reality????

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hmms. dnt for today.
well.
not diff not easy.
moderate.
hmms.
nth to do.
went home.
audi.
wanted to do my blog script.
but too lazy,
later violin.
SIANZ.
tomoro n wed no sku.
I LOVE IT.
but thursday ve to check exam paper.
T.T
tt it la.

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guess that he is angry wif me.
sry.
but i duno wad i did.
sry sry sry.
actually i wasn't conentrating on tv just now.
i was juz thinking bout sth.
n i wanted to ask u.
but in e end decided not to.
i din wan2 to ignore u juz now.
i guess that was y u were angry wif me.
i'm at a confuse state right now,
n i duno wad i shud do.
i'm glad that the last paper is on monday.
or else i m going to flunk all my papers.
i having alot of bubbles on my head.
i actually made u angry.
sry.
i din mean to, but i did it.
i din wan2 ignore u intentionally.
serious.
anw.
i guess i nid to sit at someplace by myself n get my thinkings sorted out.
maybe this is a beta solution.
not angry le den sms me ba.



when u realise that i'm somehow missing.
when u realise that u somehow cant contact me.
this is because i m sitting own thr.
thinking of u.

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hey ass.
wad is e fuck wrong wif u??
u crazy izzit.
y do u just dump galz like nth.
n u are happily fooling more galz outside.
cnt last den dun stead la.
wad is wrong wif u.
i suggest u nid some physcological treatment.
u broke wif me for her.
n now u break wif her for other gals.
wad is in ur brain??
are u having mental problems.
y are u hurting galz around.
got gf den stop flirting la.
i dun understand y are u born in this world.
to kill galz??
making ppl cannot forget u??
u r too much.
esp for wad u did to her.
u know wad.
can i dig out ur brain n dump it into e dustbin.
i rather u are an idiot.
den go around killing galz heart.
i rather i kik ur *****

and make u a sissy.

so nth can attract galz to u.
love ur hair so much.
i rather i let u be bold.
n like a monk.
can't u juz stop. u know.
STOP FINDING GALZ N STAY AT ONE.

u r leting ppl cannot forget u.
is this wad u wan.
sry.
ppl will juz hate u.
HATE.

no more love.

LIKE HOW I HATE U NOW.

for goodness sake.
if a car can juz run over u on the road.
i will whack e car .
pull e driver out.

N TREAT HIM A FEAST.

THKS HIM FOR KILLING U BASTARD.

who ar u to treat galz like this??
we owe u in our past life izzit.
or rather she owe u.
i juz feel like smacking ur face.
tt clever of u.
w8 until she finishes her exam n ask for break.
i guess u ready like other galz b4 she finish her exam.
m i right to say tt.
ur sight just irks me.

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October 10, 2008,1:29:00 pm

today's menu.
A-math paper.
duno how to do.
but not tt tough la.
sure get double digits.
wun pass.
lolx.
finish paper at 10.
ask mr sng hows my DnT project..
n i passed.
HAHAHA.
nest monday still ve DnT paper.
hmms.
weekend muz study.
i du wan fail.
haiz.
i know my chi paper1 result sia.
i got dam low la.
37/70.
disappointed.
ARH.
i du wan go e not good class.
i du wan same class as tt stupid magnesium.
arh.
bullshit.
i du wan2 c him even in chinese class.
i du wan i du wan i du wan!!!!!!

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October 09, 2008,1:24:00 pm

i love today.

i love today's sky.
its misty.
n e sun glaring in e sky.
e sky is beauttiful today.
i juz simply cant forget e sight.

today's math paper was ok.
is juz abot tough but i still managed.
finish paper.
i went crazy wif zx n qy.
they did tt.
they started counting.
n it is so LAME.
it is so not true.
den got chem paper.
i return e t cher e paper wif shit inside.
wahahaha.
cuz is so "easy".
aft sku went to visit e doctor.
n she started crapping.
dem i started nodding.
hahas.
tt it.

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October 08, 2008,2:07:00 pm

die.

geog n physics for today.
geog was tough.
i sweated while flipping through the paper.
and i was like OMG!
because everything tt i studied is like.
whoosh.
forget.
hmms.
i know i'm gona fail my geog.
err.
physics was easy.
but i tink i will still fail.
lols.
today go home like kena trapped in the lift.
lols.
like so use to it lo.
but got 1 uncle come help la.
haha.
o ya.
i finally can download my audition!!
dam happy sia.
hmms.
tt it.

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October 07, 2008,12:34:00 pm

if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your lifevvvv


1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....


2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is
Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking
something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.
He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!
Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

Everything said in this bulletin is TRUE
-Ladies, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life
-Guys, if you don't repost this in 1 hr then you will lose the girl of your life
POST AS:21 things boys feel that Girls dont realize

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,12:20:00 pm

SMOKERS TEST
You have to repost this bulletin but you have to hold your breath while you do it, right when you start copying everything on this page hold your breath until you post it and if its up on the bulletin board you can start to breath again, if you breath during posting that means you are a smoker or will become one, write your name below and next to it if you passed while your holding your breath write Passed if you failed write Failed PLEASE BE HONEST
ALLISON- FAILED
FAITH - FAILED
Cory-Passed
Tyler-passed
Lyndsey -Passed
Raven-Failed!!
Kalenia-Passed
Felicia-Failed
David- failed
Tabatha- passed
christy-passed
justin - passed
brandon- passed(and i smoke like a train haha)
jeffrey-passed
jenny- passed
Cowboy- passed
Haley-Passed
Daniel- passed
rosannna-passed
Steven - passed
valerie-passed
CoDy-passed
Krista- PASSED
Sonia-passed
Tyler-passed
acacia- passed
Mikayla-Failed
kyle-passed
halie-passed
Shalaya-passed
Laura-failed
oscar-passed
Zac-passed
sabrina-passssssssssssedd almost
april-lungs of a singer baby!! passed =]
madison-failed
SHANNON-PASSED BAYBEE..AND TIME TO SPARE! : )
marina-PASSED baby...haha
reanna- passed! woo hoo!
allison-passed
Alexus- Passed.. Suprisingly.
marli= passed
Olivia - passed!
stephanie - passed :)
toniii =] - passssssed and i smoke
lauren - passed
asmahan-passed
ocean- passed
bridget- passed
christel :) - PASSED
Alana - PASSED WOOT!
angeLii-passed! xO
lel-passed
jorell=passed
louise-passed.
klaryza - passed
lee-passed
ogie-passed
genesis-passed
junior-passed
km-passed ;)
rj-passed!!
aldrin-passed^^
kent-passed=p
fatima- whoa mayne i passed?! XD
anggehcustodio - wtf!failed. it shows!LOL.(eww nMn..gNda nmn ng name nauna skn..haha)
rowi - PASSED! hahahaha!
mitch - PASSED GALORE hahaha...
krista-passsssssseddddd
clarenz-passed...
Cire-paSSEd
JOYCE- P A S S E D c=
navales-passed
phat-passed.:)
rois- passed :)
c.l.a.i.i- passed/failed
joseLLe- passed (hooray! but my breath omy)
Maverick - PASSED!
Samuel - PASSED! Mntk pa mbgsak!(joke i dnt smke (: )
sarah- passed! shisha nlan lagi mo! haha
marjoe- passed
KEANN_PASSED
meehtchoi----passed :)
KANG->PASSED
MARIZ------>PASSED!
Cswqbb - PASSED .
Biying - failed ? i dont understand lahs :/
Kenneth - I'm a on/off smoker. I PASSED. XP
joanna, passed :D
winnie : passed:]
kenneth: passed!
Genesis: passed!!! too easy!!!
jeremy rozario: passed, took my own sweet time to read, then took my own sweet time to type this, and i smoke worse than a chimney
joshua - i passed
ziyang - passed
visa - passed and still passing. >_>
Norman - passed
john- passed
Brandon- PASSED =D
WEILIN-paSSED =D
YongXian-PASSED!!!!
Yenping-I passed! :D
Yingjing-I FAIL :x
Shermin - PASSED ;D YAY!
aijia - Phailed O: (died while holding breath.)
Daniel - Pass duh o_o?
mel- passed O:
Vernon-Obviously i failed(its damn long lor)
Karman- PASS :D
Yeeching - PASSED!
cheryl tan!-passed
Chester!-passed! :D
Cheryl - Passed
Jonathan- Passed:D
siang- passed ;D
jasmine- passed xD

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,12:06:00 pm

qns.

1) Are you single?
- NOPE
2) Are you happy?
- yes
3) Are you bored?
- not really xP.
5) Are you italian?
- No
6) Are you pregnant?
- y e hell will i be?? -.-lll
7) Are you afraid of the dark?
- depends.
8) Are you good at cooking?
- my dad not me.
9) Are you irish?
- No
10) Are your parents still married?
- obvious it is.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
1) Do you believe in love at first sight?
- nope.
2) Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
- yes. so?
3) What is it that you look for in someone?
- Character.
5) Are you afraid of commitments?
- nope.
6) Have you hugged someone within the last week?
- yup.
7) Have you ever had a secret admirer?
- so far not??? HAHAX
8) Which ex did you love the most?
- privacy.
9) Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?
- NO. i'm not a les.
10 Have you ever cheated in a relationship?
- cheat wad?
1) Love or money?
- love.
2) Hard liquor or beer?
- hard liqour.
3) Cats or dogs?
- dogs
4) A few best friends or many regular friends?
- a few best frenz
5) Television or internet?
- Internet
6) Pepsi or coke?
- pepsi.
7) Wild night out or romantic night in
- Romatic night in.
8) Money or happiness?
- Happiness
9) Night or day?
- Night
10) MSN or phone?
- phone.
TEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1) Been caught sneaking out?
- Nope. i'm a good girl. xP
2) Been skinny dipping?
- means wad ?
3) Done something you regret?
- Yes
4) Bungee jumped?
- no.
5) Lied to someone you love?
- Yes .
6) Finished an entire jaw breaker?
- wad is tt.
7) Have you ever slept in someone else's bed?
- yes. the hotel's bed.
8) Wanted an ex bf/gf back?
- nope!
9) Cried because you lost a pet?
- No
10) Wanted to disappear?
- no
TEN PREFERENCES:
1) Smile or eyes:
- smile
2) Light or dark hair:
- Light
3) Hugs or kisses:
- hugs
4) Shorter or taller:
- shorter
5) Intelligence or attraction:
- intelligence
6) Romantic or spontaneous:
- romantic
7) Hook-up or relationship:
- relationship
8) Dinner out or takeaways:
- Dinner out
9) Hot or cute:
- cute.
10) Educated or dropout:
- educated
TEN LASTS:
1) Last phone call you made:
- notti boy.
2) Last phone call you received:
- notti boy.
3) Last person you hung out with:
- notti boy.
4) Last person you tackled:
- dun rmb.
5) Last person(s) you hugged:
- huilin.
6) Last text message
- 10.43am
7) Last personage you received:
- Forgot
(s) you went to the movies with:
- err. i din rmb going to movies these few days.

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,11:52:00 am

Woots.

today SHIOK sia.
had math paper.
easy lo.
Haha.
i saw e ans sheet aft e exam.
haha.
i alot correct sia.
finish at bout 10.
hmms.
zx n stella got POA.
at firz wanted to go home firz de.
cuz i no paper le ma.
den zx call me heartless.
fine.
i stay lo.
waited for bout 45mins.
den t cher come.
den i go home.
wahahaha.
but tomoro got geog leh.
how.
HAIX.
anw.
kaiwen got prob le.
duno wad happen.
haiz.
e gf like oso cnt do anything bout him.
den he oso like to keep things to himself.
wan2 help him oso duno how to help lo.
he say he like to settle things in his manner.
my foot la.
settle later break den he know ah.
okie.
study geog le.
BB.

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October 06, 2008,2:00:00 pm

today had ss paper.
still can manage.
is only SBQ.
i tink i'm gona fail it.
den had sci paper 1.
din bring calculator.
so flunk it.
den chi.
du wan2 tok bout it.
i'm juz pissed.

,1:34:00 pm

this post is esp for magnesium.

e scolding below is for magnesium.
n i ESP for him.
no offence if i offended anybody.
i simply hate today.
i simply hate u.
do u tink i wan u to sit beside of me huh?
stop shouting ok.
i nv even shout n y e fuck are u shouting???
u disappoint me firz!
n now u r here saying wad suay suay suay.
do u tink i'm not?
am i very fortunate to sit beside of u?
who do u tink u r??
i juz cant help smacking ur face at tt point of time.
i kept silence n u took it for granted.
at tt time.
if u shout for 1 more min, i wud ve raise my hand to smack u.
i admit.
among all i loved u e most.
but i HATE u e most too.
I HATE U!!!!!!!
i juz cant help hating u.
AAAAARRRRRRRRHHHHHH.
dun let me hear u saying tt u r suay sitting wif me.
i ve bear wif u for very long.
seriously.
n i ve enough of u.
i m tired of u.
i din know y u ve changed until like tt.
i juz cant straighten my tot.
y are u like tt??
u weren't like tt b4.
i not afraid of scolding u here.
n i can even scold u infront of u.
dun tink u everytime shout shout shout i nv say anything.
n read this.
this is esp for u.
DUN EVER TINK TT I'M A GAL I DUN SMACK GUYZ!!!
N DUN EVER TINK TT U ARE A GUY I DUN DARE TO SMACK U.
I WILL EVEN KIK UR DICK.
stop offending me.
esp when this period of time i m under stress.
DUN LET ME VE A CHANCE TO VENT IT ON U!!!!!
cuz i din wan to.

October 05, 2008,9:20:00 am

study study study.

study study study.
very sian sia.
i dam stress now cuz all my SS things cnt get into my brain.
i ystd study 1 whole day only studied 1 chapter.
tonight really muz chiong le.
i tink muz burn midnight oil le lo.
my geog oso haven study sia.
shit.
haven practice my E-math.
so many things undone.
when will e exam over?
y it seems as if it is reaching thr but not going to reach?
y does it seems as though it is taking forever to finish tt stupid exams??
when will we stop having exams??
ARHHHHH.
its tiring n stressful la.
n y is my stupid brain not working n continue to 4get things?
ystd tok to darling until midnight 2+.
hmms.
i tink tt bout it.
i m going to study agn.
bye.

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October 03, 2008,4:33:00 pm

i hate ystd.

yes.
ystd was my most horrible day.
i got scolded for kindness.
shit.
i m not going to b kind n helpful.
cuz ppl tends to take it for granted.
scolding me for being kinde.
tt feelings SUCKS!

today went sku alone.
cuz i juz wan2 b alone.
den while i w8 for mrt.
e ziling came.
SIAN.
den she tok all e nonsense.
n i juz ok .
e words of asking her stop following me has omoz reached to e brim of my throat.
but i swollow it.
not wanting to hurt her feelings.
n i regreted not saying it.
bullshit .
she simply followed me all e way to sku.
ARH!
n i juz go to stella n tell her.
"lets go in firz. dun w8 them le."
stella like hiding behind e pillar lo.
cuz she du wan ziling to find her.
but she tt gal juz stick to me like SUPER GLUE.
irritating.
den got chi paper today.
zx no dictionary.
juz got to know tt darling dictionary got confiscated = no dic oso.
ok.
tt stupid dictioanry i ve i oso duno how to use lo.
wadeva.
paper 1 was 2 hrs.
i used 1hr n 15mins to fnish paper my compo.
half an hr to do letter writing.
e rest i went to slp.
my compo i did e newspaper report lo.
write until hand pain sia.
paper2 i tink i flunk it.
e compre.
omg.
i tink CMI lo.
den finish e papers had chem remedial.
haix.
today is bout balancing eqn.
den finish at 2.
went to eat wif zx.
she is so dam hyper.
omg.
she sing some bangla song.


today.
i had a strange feeling that HE* came.
i duno.
but tt feelng is juz very strong.
wadeva.


sry HIM.
din know i made u tt wry.
promise no more next time le.

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October 02, 2008,5:54:00 pm

TODAY. suay like shit

b4 going diana hse.
practice violin.
teach my bro violin.
wan puke blood liao.
den went diana hse.
den we tok more den revise.
lols.
went home at bout 5.45.
den meet darling.
go home wif him.
thks for e turtle. :)
its cute like u. XP
hmm.
came back din really do much things.
went to slp early ma.
cuz dam tired.
this morning.
for ONCE on this term i din overslept.
den take mrt.
suay like hell.
i saw ___.
we went in same cubicle.
this few days like keep going same train as him.
gosh.
god pls tell me is COINCIDENCE.
den saw mr sng.
pass back his cd to him at e traffic junction.
den i turn around.
bang into___.
shit man.
my whole body tremble like hell.
den during recess time.
wan go back classroom w8 for zx.
den i enter classroom.
he leave classroom.
bang into him AGN.
shit la.
hmm.
this morning while w8ing for zx n diana.
Ziling is thr w8ing for us.
for goodness sake.
she came to tell me n stella bout her menses thing.
Wad the.......
do i look as if i care???
i nv ask u.
u come tell me for wad??
y e hell r u mentioning all this to me??
m i ur mother or sth?
mother oso dun nid tell ba.
somemore tell me all ur details.
me n stella got dam irk by u eh.
let me tell u.
u DO NOT VE TO TELL US THIS.
i wonder y dun u feel shameful.
-.-lll
had eng today.
as good as free period la.
den geog.
cher go through all e points.
haha.
lazy ppl like me sure take down wan.
du wan study too much ma.
she tok abit bout ss oso.
some guyz at e back din even take down notes.
noisy like shit.
wadeva.
den chi.
aiya.
tomoro chi paper ma.
so today go through all e compo thingy lo.
den recess.
ya.
tt thing happened.
den A-math.
got back my A math testpaper.
0/20
broke my highest record.
bullshit lo.
this kind of result oso can get.
firz time in my entire life i got zero.
den DnT.
Mr sng revise e DnT theory thing.
omoz all e class slept.
is like front row 7 ppl slp.
my row 4 ppl slp.
at e back got 4.
den a few not listening to teacher.
so t cher is like toking to the wall lo.
but i very gd gal.
i got listen.
HAHA.
really la.
i start to love DnT agn.
actually mr sng quite good la.
nt tt bad.
juz abit long winded nia.
anyway during tt DnT.
something happened.
i tot we no more le.
but lucky not.
i went class like hyper like shit.
cuz i went crazy like hell due to the thing tt happened.
lucky is false alarm.
if is real i tink i go home duno will do wad lo.
og cuz i will still SMILE in sku.
aft he told me bout tt SOMETHING.
i tot alot of things.
i tinking if i....................
wad will happen.
but i dun tink will happen ba.
hahas.
nvm.
only my gd frenz know bout this.
so good frenz.
SSSSSSSSHHHHHHHH ok?
den aft dnt got physics remedial.
until 4 sia.
sian like hell.
juz now suddenly got abit feverish.
haha.
i tink becuz of e thing tt happened in DnT ah.
den got scared until got fever.
den go playground wif zx to meet elena darling n diana.
go thr play awhile no fever liao.
lol.
conclusion for today.
i suay like HELL


omoz all my frez say tt .
but i dino if to believe it.
she scared that i will return e _____ to ____
i hope i dun.
she say she ve a feeling tt i will.
i hope not.

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October 01, 2008,10:47:00 am

is tiring.

yst night went to tm popular to buy assesment.
sian.
i no sci assesment sia.
ystd bought math n geog.
den got ss notes oso.
den buy chem n physics last minute guide.
haha.
how m i going to swollow so many books in only a few days??
sian ahhhhh.
i hate exams.
y does exams exist in this world??
stress sia.
it will bring affection in phsycological side to young ppl.
hahas.
stupid.
this stupid exam made me mad like shit.
this few days alot mood swing sia.
i hope i get promoted la.
i du wan retain.
if i promoted i will chiong de.
ystd saw a nice book with e same author of Tuesdays wif morrie.
another motivational book i suppose.
bt mama du wan buy.
she know i buy le wun study.
will read n read n read until finish.
T.T
aft exam den buy lo.
anw.
oso chionging now.
who ask me to flunk my mid yr.
who ask me to walk 1 wrong step in sec2.
all blame myself for being stupid.
its juz purely merely stupid.
l8r going diana hse to revise.
hmms....
hope no moodswing anymore.
11 more days to finish exam.

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Sim Mei XIng =)
[jas]
gurl, 17
I'm living in rainbow town. I'm a innocent, naughty, and playful.
warning*** i bites.


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Foods : i love all kinds of food!!!
Movies : nodame cantabile!!

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