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October 27, 2008,11:36:00 am

shitty

my most sian holiday.
having some bloody 3E bridging programme from tommorow onwards.
sian.
it's like an eight days programme luhs.
i need to reach sku by 8. and sku ends at 12.30.
and my class is ending at 1.30.
oooooo.
because of that A math teacher who is so caring towards us.
wanting to see us so badly, due to us failing the EOY so nicely.
o man........
got to see renny and gang from tommorow again.
and i'm so not going to get peace once again.
they are going to insult me infront og my FACE.
is ok...
i will stay calm and smile to them.
shit.i love my holidays life.
especially those days that i don't need to see those pig faces of renny, melvin n friends.
they have not been to my old blog recently to spam.
i hope that it's seriously stopping and not because of some coms of theirs not able to use.
hmms.
anyway. i want to thank them for insulting me.
because they made me think.
i want to change my looks.
I WANTS TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH.
candice says this.
"an egg will crack when someone throws it on the floor, but a rubber ball bounces back"
i'm going to be the rubber ball.
i'm not going to let people insult me ANYMORE.
i will improve.
and improve to a better me.

hmms.
tommorow is tuesday.
T.T
going to have CO tommorow.
that's what gerald said.
i doubt i'm going.
well.
those that went to my old blog should know that they say i;m not needed in co.
hmms. it's quite true after lots of thinking.
so i'm not going to appear at CO so frequentlyanymore.
o buddha.
let me get into SYCO.
and i'm going to quit that CCSS co.
i'm looking forward to the day when i'm able to tender my quiting letter.
woots.
but......
the set piece that they give is damn hard.
sian.
i dpubt i'm able to get in though.
even if i do i'm not going to tell anyone except my close ones.
because only they knows that i'm not showing off, but sharing my joy.
anyway.
i'm going to try my best to get in.

this is going to be a mugging week for me again.
i'm going to get my 4th theory paper this sat.
i wants to pass badly!!!!!!!
i'm going to mug for that paper.
i'm seriously going to get screamed at if i fail this 4th paper.
but, sir gave me to do the S paper ystd.
and i got 51 when the passing mark is 66.
awwwww.
stress!!!!!

o jasmine.
you are going to pass this paper.
you are not allowed to fail.
there's alot of MUST in this holiday.
MUST mug for theory.
MUST pass the paper.
MUST practice for syco's audition.
MUST get into syco.
MUST quit the school's co.
MUST revise for next yr.
MUST mug for next year's "o" lvl.
MUST pass your english.
MUST get A1 for E and A math.
o pls.
there's to much MUST.
stop playing jasmine sim.
get alive.
you've got too much things to do this holiday.
no more day dreaming.
no more playing.
err. abit of com games can la. WAHAHAHA.
but only after my studies.
yes.
it's going to be the NEW ME.

it's ok if you don't help me blockhead.
i will depend on myself.
i shall not wish anything from you.
i shall not see you being with me when i'm bullied.
i've seen another side of you.
anyways.
you are forgiven.
because you are a blockhead who doesn't knows MY NEEDS of a boy.

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