hmms. had co today... err/. i'm late. because my alrm clock went haywire, and is half an hr later than the actual time. so it actually didn't ring me up. made dar waited for me so long. sorry darling : x thks anyway. co as boring. we had fen zu first, which was so......... than suddenly zhang seng ask me to learn another new song. "the swan" i saw the score. and i was like. "WOW'. so many high notes. T.T he really think too highly of me. wait till i play all the out of tune notes for him. den dazu at 10 + as usual, see other section get nagged. this time i get agged too. zhang sheng call us to play louder. my finger pain pain sia.... how play louder. sobz......
halfway through co, tsk called me, shuya and zr to go down. what we do?? do some rap thing.... for the school's chinese blog. -.-''' she almost wanted to video. lucky after much persuading, its only voice recording.
today jun yang had trouble. he almost not able to make it back to co fter break. i didn;t expect him to be so rude to the sercurity guard. he look so innocent..... he scoldedthe sercurity guard when he is at wrong... haix. what a junior i have....
after co, went for tution.
last lesson at kumon.
thinking of switchimg to mavis.
but... ex sia......
haiz.
haix.
wanted to go youtube for some videos.
wanted to find 天影.
it's like my set piece for audition la.
i never hear the song, how i know how to express the music.
and i didn't get to find that song, but found lots of other's co videos.
haix.
wanted to find for vedios of yo yo ma playing humoursque.
only like found 1 la....
and he is just the accompliment of the violinist in the orchestra.
so i can't learn much from him.
HAIX.......
jia lat.
the audition date is getting closer.....
stress sia............
hmms. came acroos this. finds it some kind of interesting. wakakaka. i love e vionist and yo yo ma!!!!!
,12:49:00 pm
Marsiling Chinese Orchestra ~ 丰年祭 Bumper Harvest Worship
if other school people can play so well. i don't see why our school can't.
,12:47:00 pm
Marsiling Chinese Orchestra ~ Mandala
hey changkat co people ought to be ashame of themself after seeing this ya.
November 27, 2008,10:28:00 am
haix.
my fingers hurts. T.T
i can't even type fast.
jia lat. next monday audition le.
i'm still not well prepared.
anyway.
i heard from john low that they are recruiting people who are very lan oso.
because they need people in certain section.
haiz.....
that means even if i get in it also meant nothing.
ystd night i was damn pissed with my bro.
don't want to talk about it.
anyway.
i just saw yuxuan's blog.
his latest post is really wonderful...
he's pin-pointing to sg's chinese who draws a clear line between them and china people.
hahas.
e himself is a china person, but with a good foundation of english.
i' surprised by the way he brings out his thoughts and doubts.
it's really a wonderful post.
maybe you guyz should read it.
find his name and press the link on my links.
sry dar. ystd treated you so cold. T.T
ystd's co.
cello teacher didn't come.
sobz.
i've got damn lots of question to ask.
and he didn't come.
haiz.
practiced myself.
than weijuan saw junyang and kevin slacking so went to scold them.
hahas.
ok. shall not type anymore.
my fingers are really hurt.
Buhbye~
RULE #1 - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 - Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. Do you have secrets?
~err. hell lots.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
~nope. hell no.. 3. Do you enjoy going to school?
~ZzZ. nope nat at all.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
~50% -charity
~10%-savings
~10%-get a house for my parents and grandma
~10%-get my own stuffs!!!
~20%-for my grandma and parents
5. Will you fall in love with a guy best friend of yours?
~ya i will.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
~of cuz is being love. ZzZ
7. List out your 15 favourite songs.
~ah? so much ah? no one's gons bother reading it.
anyway, here's the hell long list
~schindler's list
~konzert. antonio vivald
~spring.
~summer
~furioso
~sakura
~air and horn pipe ;D
~calipso capus
~passacaglia
~with you
~fall for you
~love story (taylor swift) ;D
~crush
~never had a dream come true
~dao xiang
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
~what i do hmms. continue to like him secretly?? maybe just get the hell out of his sight to 4get him
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
~nothing makes me extremely happy so far...
10. What makes you angry?
~angry?? when quarrelling with people.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
~i can't see. a 25 yrs old girl.
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
~currently? meaning moment this minute?? hmms. diana, zx stella. my famaily. mayb dar??
13. What is the most important thing in life?
~MUSIC
14. Single or attached? With who?
~why the hell do i've to ans this. kpo leh. Zzz. i'm attached to ming hao.
15. What is your favourite colour?
~Black and white and everything in between + blue.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
~if the person is worth it. i'll try.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
~don't know. all don't want?? hmms. shall ans you this when i get an ans.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
~it's never easy to forgive and forget. but for ppl like me. STM. i wun forgive even though i forget.
19. If you could do one thing now, what would it be?
~get into pub.
20. 5 people I would like to tag.
~him, her, he, she, you.
November 25, 2008,3:28:00 pm
Zzz.
my post just don't freaking get published.
pissed.
meeting you was fate, loving you was a choice..... i don't know how to explain everything to you. u dun understand me. you don't get my feeling. sry that i've hurt you so much.
yesterday went for violin class. kevin didn't come. so i'm alone in class. haiz. teacher was damn pissed with me. on my way home. saw mustain walking down the bus and past by me. i believe he sees me. but he choose to walk away just like that. nice. if you wants to just walk past me like a stranger, why didn't you delete me from your msn list?? why?? is this the formula?? not bf = not friends can't me and you still be friends?? izzit?? i'm hurt. now it's not only you who's hurt. i've always treated my true friends seriously. i've regretted knowing you. if its just on that day that i don't appear in school, i wouldn't have met you. and we wouldn't be like this now. yesterday was terrible. damn. i've got to attacks continuosly. i'm sad. yesterday's night was even worst. zzz. nightmare?? dream?? i hope it was. but it wasn't. can me and you stop quarelling? its the second time this month hat i'm running away from you. its the second time this month that i chose not to talk to anyone. i'm not in mood. serious. maybe i don't deserve you. today suppose to be happy. but i'm aren't. i've been looking forward to this day. bu i'm not happy. happy 4th month to you than.
hmms. fri went for co bbq . is at mr heng's hse. Zzz. the first thing we step into the multi-purpose hall, he starts to nag... nag and nag nonstop. Zzz. anyway. it was kind of fun playing. me jacintha, elena, zr and yx were playing all along. i'm starting to be hypocrate again. Zzz. had lots of photos. 5 of us went into the pool and play. lols.
is FUN. but i smell like a fish.
here are some of the pics. xD
that's about it.
sat.
early in the morning got co.
zzz
i'm still like a sleepy head.
sat did nothing much actually.
sun.
went for buddhists library's carnival.
lol.
that was fantastic.
rebec went oversae.
yuling didn't come.
so there sort of no girls except me and sarah.
sarah had a big change. she looks pretty. :) but ah lian.
lol.
indeed she flirts alot.
hmms.
eng hwee's father mistaken me as his gf. Zzz.
hope that guy explained to his dad.
played with my x classmates.
daniel, daniel chia, victor, eng hwee and wei hong
lols.
daniel chia became my punching bag and maid of the day. wakakaka.
because he heep teasing me eating 6 eggs. -.-
so i gave him punishment.
wakakaka.
after that, went back with daniel chia and sarah.
Zzz.
came home, mum is still screaming. sian.
glad that she's working to day.
iguessitsjustacrushonme.
112308 23:19 hetoldmethathe'sfondofme.
thks. Zzz
November 21, 2008,11:02:00 am
......
last night was terrible. it was damn terrible. i _____ again. thoughts kept on flashing in my mind. i think about lost of things. but i didn't get any answer. i thought chuking it aside ould make me feel better, but it didn't. i slept late last night. because of all the unsolved thoughts. i felt like being alone again.... i felt like ________ again.... wh the hell is such thnings happening on me???
today woke at 7. not being able to sleep is 1 of the cause that causes me to sleep late yet woke up early. went have a walk in the park. it didn't make me feel any better. i didn't get to regain my normal -self. today accidentally sprained my back. ouch. it hurts. going to have co bbq later. don't really have any mood for that. ya. not very happy either. today just isn't my day......
yesterday went to co. i went to meet tsk first before going to co. help her with some kind of lame things. Zzz and i'm punctual for co. wakakaka.
while helping tsk, m' walk down the stairs. and i saw him. heard that ncc are having camp. -.- while w8ing for the rain to stop. i saw m' again. wtF is wong with me for keep seeing him??? argh. i'm pissed with myself. why can't heaven juz give me a holiday when i can just get myself forget about the past. why cant heaven just give me a complete 2 months where i don't need to bang into him. now that co is on wednesday. i hink that i've a higher chance of bumping into him again. AAARRGGHH. i just want to SHOUT.
help my grandma to collect her specs yesterday, and she look gorgeous with the new specs. hmms. had a cello teacer (finally) yesterday. i've like waited this for so long. completed learning that 2 freaking syf songs. so i told him about the choice piece that i'm playing for my syco audition. he said i had lots of problems on my technique. and so ........ i practice until my fingers is so damn pain. ZzZz. i don;t understand why do i keep practicing when i know i wounld'nt even stand a chance to get in. anyway. getting in is some kind of torture too. next yr "o" lvl year. i might just flunk it because of syco if i get in. haiz... but i wants to get in!! anyway. dream on......... just finished practicing cello this morning. had some improvement though. my hardwork had paid of. anyway. zhang sheng wanted me to solo on CCA orientation next year. haiz. than my cello teacher yesterday was like..... let her play humoursque. Zzz that's like my choice piece for syco audition. and i'm starting to get bored of that song....... anyway. a good news. kevin soh might be playing with me. and i might not need to solo. YAY!!! than maybe both of us will be playing a duet too... lols. trust me. it going to sound real terrible.because i'm inside playing. wakakaka. just kind of scared that jas peh is coming for the cca orientation. she is so going to insult me on her msn AGAIN. what a coward..... Zzzz. anyways. tommorow will be our CO bbq. needed to meet tsk in school. got to help her to take some things. so taking mr heng's car to his condo for bbq. hmms. wonder will it be fun. but think of seeing zr i feel like puking again. she is so going to give that "sweet"smile. not seeing her in co yesterday made me feel damn comfortable in co. wakakaka. i still can't get this question out of my brain. what has she contributed to co????
maybe i shouldn't........... maybe i'm really over the line....... what am i?? i don't know. i really thinks that i shouldn't be so kind towards ______. because it is so going to threaten me and darling's relationship. iWANTMYNOTTIBOI !!!! kind of looking forward yet scared. i'm not sure what kind of freaking is this, but it is starting to get on my nerves. aarrgghh.
note to myself: no worries. u are going to stick to him. it's his second day of camp today. he had some workshop thing. so managed to smsed him awhile. but e just told me that he got to do something, and needed to be away... awww. T.T he just got back into my life for 18 hrs. tommorow that camp will ends. hmph. i got to bear with it!! countdown7 daysto our4th month. wakakakaka.
AAHHH!!! i can't freaking stand it anymore. today is just the first day of his camp and i'm going mad. ZzZz. i love, i miss, i wantsong Ming haO. Zzz. for goodness sake. get thehellback into my life i'm sssssoooo dieing.
my mood is justdampened without my darling............ wonder what he's doing.... T.T
sorry people about this post. i'm sssssssssssooooooooooo going crazy.
its a good 2 days since i've posted. well. sat was a busy day for me. CO starts at 8. went to meet darling. he says he wanted to go playground. so we went. and walked 1 big round back to school, just for fun. walking halfway, zr called. ning ying, asked us to faster get back. so we were about 20 mins late. only. hmms. had dazu. i'm ok with the songs. than got our syf set piece. is kind of easy. so i mastered it on the spot. (wakakakaka) after co ends, i quickly rush home. had tution at 1.30-2.45. than went to meet geraldthey all for the concert. suposingly meet at 3.30. but zr came at 4. -.- and she's the last person to arrive. ok. so we went to take mrt. reached city hall. gerald duno wan go out anot. in the end, all last minute rush out. hehe. than i know how to go to VCH. but forget abit. so went to see the map. ok. i roughly get to know where. hmms. and i walk and stop. because i walk too fast. -.- hmm. concert started at 5. its nice. well done liying. you are fabulous. hmms. saw a couple of friends invovling in the concert too. lols. anyway. among all, i myself prefer the liuqin solo the most. i'm really impressed by how she brought out the music and her instrument. its a wonderful piece. gu zheng ensemble was not bad. o ya. the guqin and xiao. is DAMN nice la. hmms. that's all for sat. sunday, i went CC. we went through xi qing. we manage to go through all 3 page with the seniors. it's a nice song. at the second page while playing, the erhu part sound like one of te elvis song. haha. elvis. the old singer. than 1 oclock i came back home. practice cello. today. woke by darling's msg. he's going for the conducting camp today. hope he've made friends. if not he is so going to emo. Zzz. zr went for this camp too. kind of relieve that both of them are not same group. XD hmms. ZzZz. my grandma is like nagging at me now..................... when can people stop nagging at me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate home.
did nothing much today. haha. woke up at 8.30. than ate breakfast with my grandma. after that we talked together. and she sort of nag me at my studies and all that. wakakaka. than she went to cook lunch. i stand by the side to see what she do. and i was like.. wow. because i don't know how to cook. HEHE. don;t bother either. than she was like saying... next time got family must cook ah... i hunger to death myself nevermind, my family cannot... than i down there orh orh orh. hahas. like i want to learn how to cook lo. i am so NOT going to cook. i rather let them hunger to death than poison to death. wakakakaka. don't know what i'm going to do today. yesterday zhang sheng call me. he ask me how much the CO practice le. tan i was like. he he. ok ok la. but most of them are not familiar with the piece. but they all did practiced alot. LOLs. i'm like telling lies. haha. ok. that's for today. BB.
nothing to post. as usual, i'm at hoome the whole day. anyway. the weather these few days are nice. i got to see dews on the leaves. it's so nice................. hehe. the weather is cooling. compare to the hot weather, i prefer this. it's a nice weather to sleep in. but i just couldn't sleep. nice weather to emo too. hmms. not having co today. which is a good thing. i don't need to get out of my house. wakakaka. grandma coming to singapore of all sudden today. one more person to nag at me, one more person to quarrel le. heard that she's only going back after new year. but there's good point also. i don;t need to eat outside food everyday anymore. weeeeee....... the syco piece. omg. 200bpm with semiquavers. HOW TO PLAY SIA. don't know which siao people set this piece. Argh.
the fairytale that both of us are reading is finishing soon i guess. i don't know if i should keep the book or just throw it away after finishing reading. i don't know if i will restart the book. but even if i do, it will be in a different mood. but, i don't bear to throw it away either. i'm in a confuse state of mind now............ his forbidden page is repairing itself. and i'm feeling damn helpless and useless. all i can do is staring at it repairing itself, and doing nothing... sorry.
lols. here are some funny facts about my horoscope. these are for gemini girls only. :X and all this facts are among the 12 horoscopes.
the most emotional horoscope. -4th in place
most fated horocsope with boys. -4th in place
most toughest horoscope to woo. -4th in place
most attitude problem -6th in place
best at cursing -2nd in place
hate to be control -3rd in place
most devoted in relationship -last on place (wahahahahahahaha)
get jealous easily -9th in place
most independent -8th in place
guys getting easily attracted to her easily. -4th in place (so not true lo -.-)
woundn't be able to give the sense of sercurity to partner -2nd in place (this wan is dam true?
most humorous horoscope -1st in place (omg. i dun wan this?
love to sleep -3rd in place
easily says what she feels -6th in place
always two-time boys -1st in place (but i DIDN'T Zzz)
love carefree life -3rd in place
hate lessons. -3rd in place
most pestimistic -9th in place
most nosey -1st in place (is not i nosey lo. is ppl keep coming to tell me can)
haha this is the special one. guys that cries easily. cancer-2nd in place (hehehehe)
,9:53:00 am
nth much to blog.
hms. nothing much to write about actually. yesterday went to co with darling. we were like damn late. but gerald didn't scold. had new scores. but i didn't practice. kevin and jun yang didn't either. i totally had no control over them, and i simply given up. when can i step down??? my god..... that's like after syf. T.T i went out and slack with jie lin and yujun. didn;t practice my new piece either. went through once. got the hang of it already. no worries. wahahaha. than i went back. gerald scolded me for slacking. of all people, i get that only. don't know if it's me who is suay or he think so highly of me. hmms. looking forward to the performance this sat at VCH. wants to see what's other school's standard. however only 12 people from our co are going, so it's kind of sad??? they are so not motivated. i love performance and performing. but not with ccss co that simply throw my face. i didn't think highly of myself. but i'm stating the fact. haix. some kind of regretted joining this school's co. ZzZ sryforthemistakesthativedone. thksforyourtolerance. iloveyou
i'm tired, sleepy. still didn't get to sleep last nite. still feel like being alone. i can't help asking him lots of ques. i can't help asking him lots of why . but. i will restrict myself from asking why . because i didn't want to irritate him. i'm still not in the mood of doing anything. yesterday,i kept myself busy. i started of with my holiday assignment. and guess what? i ended up writing 1 long winded letter. aft that i went for tution from 1.30 -5.30. i'm supose to go at 3.30. but i stayed longer. didn't want to get home. went home saw his msg and gerald's. than i was asking myself if i should reply him. because i would ask damn lot of question for sure. and i would just irritate him unoticeably. but, i still replied him i the end. and yup. he's still angry. shall not disturb him. or else i'm sure going to say something that makes him pissed of with me more. i'm suppose to go for CC co today. hmms. don't think that i'm going. because i want to spend time for myself. i need to find a place to think what i should do.
its morning. but my mood isn't like before.yesterday is sor of my sadest day in this 3 months. i'm currently in cold war with him. i'm not sure is it counted as cold war, bu it's like he treat me kind of cold. anyways. sorry to him for my mistakes. seriously, thousands of apologies. nnobody knows how i feel. i'm ______ to bed because of this. =.= i don't know why either. but my eyes now is damn _______. i don't know when are we going to patch back. i don't know when are you not going to be angry with me. i can't sleep last night. i'm thinkiing what will happen today. after what we both have done for the past 3 months, like i said, the 3 words will come. i'm mentally prepared. do you want me to say that i've no confidence going out with you??? aren't you tired of this sentence?? tt's the reason why i don't want to say. ya. i don't understand you. i seriously don't. neither do you i guess. i shouldn't have been so stupid to ____ you like how i ____m' , when i know what's the consequences. what zx said is right. i'm that stupid. maybe you're going to say that 3 words, 1 sentence that kill's me. maybe you'll voice out today?? tommorow? this week??? or should i take back my words?? maybe there wouldn't be anymore 4th month. im not angry with you. and for this situation, i've got no rights to do that. so. ya. take you rtime to heal back our wound.
i get what you're saying in your blog. ya. maybe like what you said. you've gone through so much, without an answer. it's unfair to you. i guess i'm starting to think like you. the fairytale should have never been open. and. i promise you. i will never ask you whyanymore. i know i'm kind of useless to you. i know i don't understand you. sorry. i failed to do my part. maybe i shouldn.t waste your time anymore..........
anyway. i guess i need to be alone for a few days. i've off my phone. so people don't call os sms me ok. argh. i'm finishing my medicine, yet i'm still coughing like a dog!! it totally don't cure my sickness.
o yeah ?? renny huang?? hahas. indeed i've agreed to let the matter rest. as for your darling's blog... i got to say its some revenge. well. i seriously don't know who is it. i sumpa its not me nor my friends. o ya. do scold me more on your blog. maybe it can help you release stress. o. i did wanted to help your darling. but too bad. everything is revenge. she is just getting what you've given, fair enough?? well. if you think its me, than let it be. i don't know what i've done wrong. and YOU refuse to tell me. s what i've got to do?? the game seems to be getting more and more fun. wahahaha. i don't know if the person is someone whom i've known. but the person is seriously using what you've used on me. so its kind of.... SHIOK?? hahas. yes it's shiok. i love that feeling. well. at least i'm not that proud of my looks until i show of my pictures that floods my blog. hahas. i know that i'm ugly. so what. hmms. i do admit that your darling is pretty. BUT.. tts with make-up. she seriously look like a ghost and look average without make-up. yet she still have the cheek to call me to her blog and look at her looks. wahahaha. tt's funny. anyway. your darling is doing a freelance modelling now. so........ i wonder when will she be a freelance prostitute. LOLS. i can't wait for that day to come...... and for what you regard as my one sided story. o yeah?? i didn't have to say anything. everybody that have gone to my blog will obviously thinks that you're bullying me. i don't evern have to utter a word. i always admit to others that i've faults in this. just that i don't know what i've done wrong. well. you didn't tell me the full version of the story how do you expect me to tell others a 2 sided story?? actually you're digging your own grave. get it??? + i NEVER ask people to view my blog. but for your infomation. ITS ELENA. you know?? she's the real big mouth that spreads this. anyway. why do i bother?? its your darling afterall.
okok. lets talk about today and ignore that f*cking ass alright. today had co. lols. so was real fun afterall. qy,elena,yx,darling and me had start scarring co members during our break time. and yx scared wrong people. she scared the security guard. lols.and 4 of us wanted to scare people but we end up being scared by darling countless times. now i know how zx feels. i agree with zx that he somehow is abit ghostly. halfway through co practice. zhang sheng come. wa. den whole co act sia. really is ACT la. our syf piece ah.. wa. firt time so fabulous lo. but there are still room for improvements. nevermind la. as long as zs come back, all of us are willing to work for co lo. hahas. going down the stairs after co. john goh scare me by saying that he sees something that i cannot see. stupid. i really got frightened by him at that time. and after he sees my reaction he produced that evil laughter. -.- i'm stupid enough to fall into his trap.
he gave that kind of look and feel to me that he..................... his eyes have that weird............................. argh. stop your wild thoughts girl!!!!!
hmms. i'm sick. down with flu and sore throat. man. its miserable. i'm like going to die ny moment k. hmms. pon A-math. because i'm feeling damn unwell lurhs. went to eat with zx and my darling. went home. darling sent me home. miss him. count down 18hrs to see my darling again. o ya. there's a co bbq ths friday at mr heng's house. and i'm suppose to watch "the coffin" with that zx. -.- i am so not going to open my eyes. o anw. yesterday i had my violin lesson. joke of the day. i brought my violin without the bow. -.-lll somemore its like test can. and i ve to use the cello bow. how humiliating it is.
what if 1 day i leave you?? what f 1 day you leave me...........................
hmms. i'm bored, tired and busy.
i'm bored by the things that i'm doing everyday.
its really BORED.
i'm tired because i do not have enough sleep.
i'm busy because i have to rush here and there everytday.
haiz.
today as usual i went for the bridging programme.
recess, patricia and yujun came to find me for the theory exam thing and the renny thing.
lols.
than i'm a good girl today.
i went for A-math lesson. didn't pon.
hahas.because teacher caught me last friday.
T.T
went to co after that.
darling help me buy lunch. thks sweety :) *.*
than qy wants me to go popular buy that freaking book with her.
anyway i want to buy the CD for my mum.
so i went.
and there is no stock for the CD that i wamts. Argh,
than came back.
co.
until 4.15, went home.
because need to bathe and take vioin all that ma.
tt's for today.
just came back from parkway parade. hahas. not much things to shop for too. hmms. darling went to be the tour guide for the service learning thing. hahas. at least still can sms him halfway through. or else i might be dead until now. HAHAS. he said that he overcame this grp o old people that he have to speak chinese. its funny though. some kind of worry that he can't manage. but whatever.
hmms. is carpenter's songs nice?? my mum was some kind of attracted to their CD just now. but she didn't buy it. but i can see that she does wants it. hmms. think i'm going to get 1 for her tommorow?? but..... if i get it and she plays it at home how?? i will gget so damn bored by the songs.............. well. there are side-effects for everything. Zzz.
argh. i'm pissed. keep missing him these days. shit.
o anyway. i wants to dedicate this to my dear DIANA. happy birthday gal. all the best for whatever you do oks. best friend forever.......... once agn. HAPPY B-DAY!!!!
ah!! i'm so sian. yes. sian. i've just finished my gr5 paper the fourth time. and i'm proud to say that i'm going to fail for the fourth time. -.- and i think i'm the ABRSM record breaker who brooke the record of failing four times. the paper wasn't as tough as i thought. but.... ya. i just think that i will fail. haiz. anyway. yesterday went for the last thery lesson at air-port. T3. me gerald and geok fong went. we sat at the same table as mr png. the atmosphere was damn cold. and mr png and geok fong's eyes started shooting arrow at each other. followed up by a speech by mr png, which is especially for shooting geok fong. me n gerald was sitting opposite of eavh other yet have to sms each other to talk. because the atmosphere was too scary. he keep convincing the 3 of us with his bull-shit. and the 3 of us gave the"do u think i care" face. lols. it was funny ok. and the whole day that i met gerald,he was chanting about this non-stop. and my ears are full. so eventually it just didn't get into my brain. WAHAHAHA. and she says that if we wants to rebel, we can. just get all the major players to leave. hahas.
hmms. nottiboy today got some service learning thing..... cannot sms him from 1-8pm. argh!!!. i miss him.
Sim Mei XIng =) [jas] gurl, 17
I'm living in rainbow town.
I'm a innocent, naughty, and playful.
warning*** i bites.
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her beloved bfZx, mx, stella, diana, elena, brenda, bin han, kenneth, mustain.
Colors : blue, black, grey Foods : i love all kinds of food!!! Movies : nodame cantabile!!
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my feet. hehe.
oops. :x sry. i mean it. 
i love this image the most hahas.
Hello. I'm mei xing. I'm 17 years old. I love music, and i hate