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November 08, 2008,8:11:00 am
kind of sad???
its morning.
but my mood isn't like before.yesterday is sor of my sadest day in this 3 months.
i'm currently in cold war with him.
i'm not sure is it counted as cold war, bu it's like he treat me kind of cold.
anyways. sorry to him for my mistakes.
seriously, thousands of apologies.
nnobody knows how i feel.
i'm ______ to bed because of this. =.=
i don't know why either.
but my eyes now is damn _______.
i don't know when are we going to patch back.
i don't know when are you not going to be angry with me.
i can't sleep last night.
i'm thinkiing what will happen today.
after what we both have done for the past 3 months, like i said, the 3 words will come.
i'm mentally prepared.
do you want me to say that i've no confidence going out with you???
aren't you tired of this sentence??
tt's the reason why i don't want to say.
ya.
i don't understand you.
i seriously don't.
neither do you i guess.
i shouldn't have been so stupid to ____ you like how i ____m' , when i know what's the consequences.
what zx said is right.
i'm that stupid.
maybe you're going to say that 3 words, 1 sentence that kill's me.
maybe you'll voice out today?? tommorow? this week???
or should i take back my words??
maybe there wouldn't be anymore 4th month.
im not angry with you.
and for this situation, i've got no rights to do that.
so. ya. take you rtime to heal back our wound.
i get what you're saying in your blog.
ya.
maybe like what you said.
you've gone through so much, without an answer.
it's unfair to you.
i guess i'm starting to think like you.
the fairytale should have never been open.
and.
i promise you.
i will never ask you why anymore.
i know i'm kind of useless to you.
i know i don't understand you.
sorry.
i failed to do my part.
maybe i shouldn.t waste your time anymore..........
anyway. i guess i need to be alone for a few days.
i've off my phone.
so people don't call os sms me ok.
argh.
i'm finishing my medicine, yet i'm still coughing like a dog!!
it totally don't cure my sickness.Labels: my miserable life