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November 09, 2008,8:50:00 am
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i'm tired, sleepy.still didn't get to sleep last nite.still feel like being alone.i can't help asking him lots of ques.i can't help asking him lots of why .but.i will restrict myself from asking why .because i didn't want to irritate him.i'm still not in the mood of doing anything.yesterday,i kept myself busy.i started of with my holiday assignment.and guess what?i ended up writing 1 long winded letter.aft that i went for tution from 1.30 -5.30.i'm supose to go at 3.30.but i stayed longer.didn't want to get home.went home saw his msg and gerald's.than i was asking myself if i should reply him.because i would ask damn lot of question for sure.and i would just irritate him unoticeably.but, i still replied him i the end.and yup.he's still angry.shall not disturb him.or else i'm sure going to say something that makes him pissed of with me more.i'm suppose to go for CC co today.hmms.don't think that i'm going.because i want to spend time for myself.i need to find a place to think what i should do.imlostidontknowwhatelsecouldido.cantheheavenjusthelpmeortakemylifeaway.maybelikewhatmyclassmatessaymrttobuangmesoicanburymyselfunderthemrttrackorsimplyaskacartorunoverme??idontwantmymiserablelifetocontinue.