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November 20, 2008,10:29:00 am
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yesterday went to co.i went to meet tsk first before going to co.help her with some kind of lame things. Zzzand i'm punctual for co. wakakaka.while helping tsk, m' walk down the stairs. and i saw him.heard that ncc are having camp. -.-while w8ing for the rain to stop. i saw m' again.wtF is wong with me for keep seeing him???argh.i'm pissed with myself.why can't heaven juz give me a holiday when i can just get myself forget about the past.why cant heaven just give me a complete 2 months where i don't need to bang into him.now that co is on wednesday.i hink that i've a higher chance of bumping into him again.AAARRGGHH.i just want to SHOUT.help my grandma to collect her specs yesterday, and she look gorgeous with the new specs.hmms.had a cello teacer (finally) yesterday.i've like waited this for so long.completed learning that 2 freaking syf songs.so i told him about the choice piece that i'm playing for my syco audition.he said i had lots of problems on my technique.and so ........i practice until my fingers is so damn pain. ZzZz.i don;t understand why do i keep practicing when i know i wounld'nt even stand a chance to get in.anyway.getting in is some kind of torture too.next yr "o" lvl year.i might just flunk it because of syco if i get in.haiz...but i wants to get in!!anyway.dream on.........just finished practicing cello this morning.had some improvement though.my hardwork had paid of.anyway.zhang sheng wanted me to solo on CCA orientation next year.haiz.than my cello teacher yesterday was like.....let her play humoursque. Zzzthat's like my choice piece for syco audition.and i'm starting to get bored of that song.......anyway.a good news.kevin soh might be playing with me. and i might not need to solo. YAY!!!than maybe both of us will be playing a duet too...lols.trust me. it going to sound real terrible.because i'm inside playing. wakakaka.just kind of scared that jas peh is coming for the cca orientation.she is so going to insult me on her msn AGAIN.what a coward.....Zzzz.anyways.tommorow will be our CO bbq.needed to meet tsk in school.got to help her to take some things.so taking mr heng's car to his condo for bbq.hmms.wonder will it be fun.but think of seeing zr i feel like puking again.she is so going to give that "sweet"smile.not seeing her in co yesterday made me feel damn comfortable in co.wakakaka.i still can't get this question out of my brain.what has she contributed to co????Labels: notti girl love notti boy