last day of the month...
haix.
next week going to be common test ready....
sian lo...
zzz.
kind of tired in everything i do...
i wish i could take a break from everything.
ya....
i wish that i'm at the beach...
wow...
kind of dreamy ya.
haix.
how more stressful can singapore be??
everyday seems to be stressful and competitive.
nobody dares to slack.
hey what life is this??
this is not the life i want..
its not relaxing to be on sinagapore.
i don't know why i kind of hook up to "big big world"
its kind of emo song.
i will have lots of thoughts.
and i will cry hearing it.
but i just like to hear.....
i don't know how longer can i stand...

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went to the beach to cry today...
went there alone, after that baby joined.
cried for quite long ba...
took pics of the beach.XD
went to polyclinic with mummy grandma and bro.
than went shopping AWHILE!!!
haix
finally can download audi.
but don't know whether can play anot. SOB.
haix.

i finally know the real reason why i cry the past few days.
because i'm scared of the feeling that i had for "meow" before the break.
=]
at least i found the reason.
finally have a earpiece.
but don't really like the effect. X(
i going to save money and buy the earpiece i want!!!

haix.
today pebble say me,qy,elena and kang xin need go find pricipal because of the siok yin thing.
I THOUGHT CASE CLOSE?!?
i hate that stupid B_ _ _ H
haix.
than zhang sheng still like her so much.
lucky i going to step down.
i don't want to see her hell face.
tht stupid act innocent look?!?
Zzz
only makes me want to puke.
stupid girl stupid girl.
I HATE YOU.
just because your mother came to the school and you won the case?!?
Zzz
hey.
you suck la.
i tell you.
no seniors will bother your live or dead in CO.
trust me.
we will let the teacher handle you. :)
best of luck for your stay in co.
and F_ _ K YOU!

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i've got alot to say..
alot of inner feelings.
today is not my day.
i went of to school without baby.
its not really much of overslept, i could actually rush for the mrt to meet him up.
but i choose not to.
i think after yesterday of what he told me, i think i need to get use to not having him around me.

today.
smsed in class.
almost get caught by mr ho.
haix.
got to improve my "recipe" for smsing in class.

quarelled with her today.
because she wanted to challenge herself for not talking to me for 1 day.
firstly.
i am very particular about friendship and relationship.
don't ever tell me that you don't want to talk to me out of the blue.
because i will take it real and grant your wish.
secondly.
i'm not petty.
its not that i cant take jokes.
but as i said just now, i take friendship and relationship very seriously.
once you tell me to stop talking to you for a few days i cannot take it.
i got to have time to season to it so that you may challenge yourself and break your own record for all means.
ya. i'll feel sad and cry.
but i will keep it to myself.
i wouldn't let you guys have the slightest worry of me.
i will let you concentrate in whatever studies you got to do and whatever challenge you want to do.

thrs a secret underneath........

to her:
ya. its my fault for starting all this.
sry.
don't worry.
i will let you break your records ya??


to diana&stella.
i don't know when the hell are you going to see this.
but i just hope that what happens between me and her wouldn't affect both of you.
i hope our friendship between the 3 of us wouldn't be change, until she is happy for her records ya?
maybe this few days i wouldn't go eating with you guys i might go with qy.
its not b cause that i start to follow them.
but is because i need time to cool myself down kays???
hope you gals understand me k.
stay happy.=]


to baby.
i granted you of not talking to you on sat and sun till 8pm.
but what grant you should be more than your needs now.
you said you want to study, so you didn't want me to sms you from morning till 8pm.
i've now granted you the whole year of not smsing you.
you can have the hell time to study the whole year.
i wouldn't bother you anymore.
i wouldn't flood your phone with my smses.
i would't flood your ears with my frustration.
you can just go for your o lvl peacefully.
as for your concern.
you scared that we will break up after o lvl.
for your info.
i don't tink we can even lst till 1 year.
is like from june onwards u're not sending me home.
from august onwards you're not sending me home and stop smsing me till finish o lvl.
and all this is = to breakup.
i don't want to feel sad and distract my o lvl.
so.
today will be the last time you will send me home.
today will be the last time we sms.
today will be the last time we will be sweet to each other.
today will be the last time you hear  my frustration.
and today will be the last time we act like steading.
from tommorow onwards everything will be different.
we will still be steading. no wrys.
but
w/o talking.
w/o laughter.
w/o kisses.
w/o sweetness.
w/o smses.
its only the name "stead" that makes people thing we are steading.
and last fri...
is our last outing together.
maybe i'm not like you who is like can survive w/o me.
i rather sad for 1 time.
and through out the whole year i will get season to this arrangement.
i don't want it to be everytime when exams are around to corner, we have to stop contacting.
its sudden.
i cannot take it ya....
i really. cant.....
may you get good results. i don't want to sacrifice for nothing.


hi everyboy. XD
nothing much to write though.
today had chem retest and me,qy,stella,karmen,zr,and zx went down late for lunch.
and zx call me saying that mrs ang let us to eat finish than go for remedial.
in the end we were like half an hour late and get scolded by mrs ang. X(
lucky i finished 1 of the compo lurhs...
if not i am like going to die more drastically can.....
ok.
i got to do like another eng compo and d&t proj.
stressed!!!
haix...........
shouldi go syco tommorow???
haix.
i'm really really troubled....
i'm so going to pung seh gerald if i don't go can...
but next week common test.........
HAIYO!!!!
next week ying ying also not coming for dazu due to her going to hong kong.
so good.............
today is me and baby's 7th month and it almost slipped out of my mind. X(
thks baby for reminding me XD
love baby alot.

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well.. hi people.
today my dear zx is sick.
she smsed me last nite and i opened it at around 2. and i thought it was a chained msg and so i ignored it until stella told me she's real sick . XD haha.
hmms.
had P.E.
o sian.
that qy and xiaoxue never play....
so not fun.
we played handball and troupe ball.
XD
but my hand got whacked.
stupid baby still say a little bit, not pain de.
HMPH.
Qy is selling her chocolates at $10 per box.
me and stella shared to support her.
haha.
baby buying 1 box too. HAHA.
he feels that he's taking a risk, because he might die of food poisoning.. XD
don't worry baby. i'll die with you. XD
today Amath remedial is hell long..........................
no syco for today..
shhould i skipped this thurs and next week's practice too??
i'm having common test lehx. >.<
haix....




in every note he gave her, he wrote down "PS.  I LOVE YOU."

Labels: thks baby.

hi hi everybody...
i last minute opened my lappy to check email. so i blog awhile also. XD
supposing promised baby to sleep at the same time as him, but i didn't cause of oning the lappy.
sry baby >.<
anyway.
this morning i woke up  real early can............
just for that stupid talk.... by principle.
my mummy like didn't even listen.
than baby is bored and he wanted sms.
sry. didn't replied you and made you angry. T.T
after the whole talk and PTC, i went CO half an hr.
than went shopping with mummy!!!!
i brought books. wakakaka.
i love it. is tittled "PS. I LOVE YOU"
i'm looking forward to read it.
but looking at the book comment its a real touching story. XD
hmms.
i came back from shopping and than went tution. ??
and than after that i went SWIMMING!!!!
its since thousands years eversince i last swam.
and today i really relaxed myself. XD
hmms.
I"M REAL HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love my BABY!!!





Well.
When was e last time i blogged? XD
Anyway. Zr came to our class. Welcome. XD
This week is real tiring sia.
Haix. Anyway today going to go out wif baby.XD
Finally!!
Well.
Ystd day morning i brokedown. Thks for e ppl who are thr for me.
Sry to scare u guys n make u guys wry.
O ya. Next monday no Syco!
I'm hell happy. XD
Not because i dun like. But its a day to rest.
N that second Kelvin ong at e Syco is super noisy. I cannot stand him. Even gerald. XD
Sian. Tmr is like parent teacher conference. Zzz
And thrs a stupid talk by e principle. Zzz....
Stupid. I got to wake early lo.........
Haix. Den sunday ve to go cc for some selection of commitee.
I no time for that le.
But die die muz go meeting.... Haix. O ya. Monday's remedial thr is this joke by mr ho.: if u wan rain call mr sms e god at 987654321. He will ans.
Abit lame. But funny. N he made some litter poem. -.-
Cuz he picked litter in our class.den today. Ve some emergency exercise. Wa weather super hot! But is ok. It let me escape e super boring geog lesson. Haha. Ok la. Write till here. Hope to blog agn. Bb!

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我错了.
对不起. 不明白你, 是我的疏忽.
对不起. 因为我不是百分之百的女朋友.
对不起. 因为我没有尽力去完成我做你女友的责任.
我彻底的失败了.
我放弃了.
现在, 在挣扎的我, 已经选择了放弃这条路.
因为我已经没有精力再继续走了.
对不起.

Labels: 我已经开始死了.不得或者已经死了.

happy valentine's day to everybody!!!
went CO with baby this morning. XD
i made baby waited for 20 mins today. SRY.
went co. and give gifts.
not enough to give neh.
becuase too many unexpected people came out lo.
people like hong yu and felicia suddenly pop out.
haix.
and i forgot my zr, jielin, elena and my CLAR DIDI!!!!
haix.
owing them..........


hehe...
baby buy bear bear and hp pouch for me. XD
thks baby. i love your bear.!!! <3
haix.
should not have bought hp pouch yesterday.
i actually hesitated to buy because i'm scared that baby would buy, and i had a feeling that he would.
and he really did.
haix.
nvm.
baby i'll use it for other purpose ok???
XD
alot of people give me gifts too!!!
i really thank them alot!!
hy made choco. and its damn NICE!!!! XD
well.
today is really fabulous. i love today!!!
i want baby to be mine every year!! XD


thks to........
BABY!!!, diana, stella, zx,shu ya,jielin,mx,timothy,qy,hy,elena,zara.
sry if i missed anyone out. !! XD

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hmms.
left 1 more hour to valentine day. XD
toking to baby to tommorow on the phone tonight. XD
baby just now sweet talk. XD than my heart melt. :X
hmms.
today went school than started giving valentine day present. XD
wanted to give "meow".
but so many people oppose. so i didn't give.
but he really very ke lian.
because nobody gives him.
haix.
forget it.
don't care him le.
later baby jealous XD.

went tapinies today.
get myself a valentine day present. XD
i bought a handphone pouch. XD
and i love it la....
hehe.....

haix!!!!
something to vex about.
what if baby don't like my present neh???????
Zzz....

haix!!!
i went library.
to borrow BOOK!!!!
not books.
haix.
anw.
should be a nice wan. XD

first year celebrate v-day with baby.
hope next year still have lo...........

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haix. this few days kind of busy ti blog.
actually i'm blogging in a hurry now too. X(
well.
monday i went for the first syco prac.
they are real good can.
than me and gerald is like laging at the back.
because we kept on stopping in between if dazu.
haix.
so lan lo............... ZZZ
tommorow going to have sectional practice.
haix.
STRESSED!!!!
i'm the most lan of all cello.................. sobs.
and all of them are so freaking pro...
anyway.
don't ask if i made friends.
i didn't.
i like to be anti-social.
i want to be myself.
anyway.
its really so different playing with pros.
at first i thought of backing out of syco.
but now i don't.
people is fighting for the chance to get in and yet i'm wanting to backing out?!?
no way.
i'm going to improve myself!!!
i will learn more.
and i don't want to be lagging at the back.
although i can't be the sectional leader.
but i don't want to be the worst player.
NO WAY!!!!

well.
today had CO.
wow.
suddenly lots of juniors.
and especially guys.
there are freaking hell lots of guys.
aiyo...
like zoo like that.
they are all like monkeys.....
anyway they are cute. :)
they varies in shape and sizes. HAHA. XD
haix.

i skipped eng supplementary today.
i went home to get my flu medicine.
because i'm dieing.
Qy followed me because she wanted to skipped the eng thing oso.
BABY followed too. XD
because his remedial is cancelled.
baby so sweet. XD
anyway.
thks to 2 of them.
or else  i fainted at the road also no one knows. XD
anyway....
i'm drifting now...
i'm hell dizzy.
haix.
got to get back to D&T proj.
wonder how long more to finish........................


i love my BABY!!!!

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ok. let me start of woth some fucking muslim gals.
they are soooooooo irritating.
haix.
o wonder i hate muslim ppl.
i mean no offence.
i'm not racist.
some are real good, but 95% are corrupted and are bad eggs.
just take a look at your school NT people.
ask yourself this.
is most of them malay.
o yes.
the answer is yes.
why is this so?
because........
people who eat pig are smarter than people who don't.
people whose parent who eat pigs live longer and can teach their kids.
however people who don;t eat pig their child tends to be more rebellious, irritating. or should i say 2 words in malay; kurang aja.
which means no parents to teach them.
haix.
i sympathise them.
because they have no parents.
so i can't blame those malay ass gals whose scolding me today.
instead i should pity them ya.
because they are simply brainless.
no offence if theres any malay.

and.
today i went to haunt baby's valentine's day present. XD
hope he will like it.XD
hmms.
bought lots of sweets to give out next week.
o i simply love today.

tommorow's going to be a tight schedule.
morning, cross country. -.-
afternoon, tution.
at night, performance at east point.

haix.
i miss baby's hug.

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hmms.
in school. XD
suppose to do D&T research. Sob.
but i blogging la. haha. hack cares.
haix.
i abit sad sad....
because my baby not able to sms......Zzz
BABY I MISS YOU!!!

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Have you ever think negative things about the person you love but in the end it turn out to be the other way round?

♥ ya. and its extremely dissapointing.

Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
♥ yes.

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
♥ depends......

Do you believe in Love?
♥ yes

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
♥ not sure. depends how much i love him? or i wun even w8.

If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
♥ huh?? forget la.

Is there anything that made you unhappy these days ,why?
♥ not really..

Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
♥ no

Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
♥ yup

Who are currently most important people to you?
♥ baby. and family.
________________________________________________________________________

Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up?

.no

Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged?
.relationship

Have you ever had your heart broken?
.yes

Do you wish someone would call you right now?
.duno

Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
.nNO

What song are you currently listening to?
.none :]

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
.yes.

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
.nope

Who do you miss?
.baby!!

If you could go to any place right now, where would you go?
.beach

What are you doing tomorrow?
.i teel you tmr.

What was the last movie you watched?
.er.. cnt rmb.

Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now?
.sure. XD

Are you happy at the moment?
.no. cause baby phone batt flat. cnt msg.

Do you want to get married?
.eh. now? no.

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
.no.

Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
.No

Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
.desktop

Who is in the room with you?
.err. dnt friends.

How many boys have you cried many times over for?
.3

Who ended your last relationship? You, or your ex-partner?
.me

You ever liked somebody and never told them?
.yup. i tink so.

Honestly, do you like anybody?
. no. bt i love my baby. XD

Flowers or chocolates?
.none

With your boyfriend, a romantic night in or wild night out?
.romantic.

Have you kissed an opposite sex this month?
.yah. baby. XD

How many guys have met both your parents?
.haha. none?? too young la.

How many REAL relationships have you been in?
. 2

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
.yes.

Do certain songs make you cry?
.ya. emo songs.

Do you get along better with your dad or mom?
.mom

Who was the last person you hugged?
.baby ^^v

Do you wish you could see somebody right this second?
.yes. baby X(

Has anyone put their arm around you in the past five days?
.err. dun rmb.

Who was the last person who called you?
.baby

Are you allergic to anything?
.err. no?

Did you talk to anyone on the phone before bed last night?
.nope. XD
Did you get at least eight hours of sleep last night?
.no. 7hr and 30 mins.

Do you hate anyone and why?
.yes. the sec 1 B_ _ _ H

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
.the rain.


Who was the last person in your bed besides you?
.my boster

To whom have you sent the most text messages?
.baby la.

Do you love school?
.NO!

Would you be back with the person who hurt you the most?
.no. i wun.

How long do you know the person you love?
.err. 4th yr?? i suppose.

What is it that you are worry about?
.break.

Are you faithful?
.ask my baby. XD

At what age do you wish to get married?
.25??

Who was the last person you cried for?
.baby

Are you sad now?
.no

Who was the last person you took a photo with?
.eh.... forgot.

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wahaha!
freaking long didn't update.
this going to be a freaking hell long post.
well lots of things happened pass few days.
first.
last saturaday.
there is this B_ _ _ H from my school at class 1_ _.
her  name is fucker.
she came for her second lesseon in CO last saturday and made all seniors detested her like some shit.
all seniors spoke to her and she is so fucking rude.
i can't tolerate and i started shooting off at her like a gun.
i almost raised my fist at her.
and she talked back to all the SENIORS.
haix.
how "respectful" it is ya.
anyway.
this B_ _ _H went crying to the mum to say we bully her. -.-
and gave my poor dear pebble alot of trouble.
this girl.
haix.
I WOULDN'T LET UOU LEAD A GOOD LOFE IN CO!!!.
u can jooly well transfer to other CCA or you are going to have hell life.
wow....
your looks are cute.
so wHAT if your PACKAGING IS NICE HUH?
you don't even have the basic manners.
want throw tantrum and cry??
go study at home lurhs.
nobody going to care about you for goodness sake
and pls la........
grow up pls.
you are already sec 1.
and i still catch you rolling around like a big fat ball during recess la.
aren't you shame??
haix.
stop giving me your buck tooth also pls.
i don't buy it.
should i just punch your teeth so that it goes back to position in your mouth...??
haix.
pathetic.
tke good care of your teeth pls.
don't misplace it huh.
and you seems rich eh.
first lesson bought an erhu.
so what??
we are going to kick you out of CO.
better find a shop to sell your second erhu la.
just as b_ _ _Hy as you mum.haix.


today i went to SCH for rehearsal. XD
and our school walk past this ass hole fat ass.
who is holding burger, wearing a geek spec, short hair, pig nose, bla bla bla.
this FAT ASS is from bedok south sec sch.
yes i want to say to her is.
YES?? DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH OUR SCHOOL'S INSTRUMENT??
LAN YOU PROB HUH?
YOU WANA BUY FOR US?
NO?
THAN JUST SHUT UP.
WE DON'T NEED YOUR FUCKING COMMENT.
o ya.
your school's instrument is better.
so?
AT LEAST WE RESPECT OUR INSTRUMENT BY NOT TAKING A BURGER AND HOLDING THE INSTRUMENT.
O MAN.......
sad to say that you people don't have.
hey.
i saw you falling down.
and i feel great.
AIYA! WASTED! A CAR SOULD HAVE JUST RUN PAST YOU.......
Haiyo.........
wasted.
you all pro is your problem hor.
eh pig.
mind your language lurh.
YOU are really a disgrace to your school. HAIZ!!!
sad for your school. particularly YOUR CO.


hmms. i'm too tired to speak today.
i'm really hell tired.
X(
tsk talked to me .
and she say she like my baby alot. XD
because he is goodboy. hahahahaha!!
whatever.
he's my nottiboy.
sorry baby for neglecting you today.
对不起．我爱你. XD (baby should be able to understand)
o ya. zr just now asked baby out to see a grl.
but i don't let.XD
because he's my boy!! XD
baby and me getting sweeter le. XD



ok i'm mad.

Sim Mei XIng =)
[jas]
gurl, 17
I'm living in rainbow town. I'm a innocent, naughty, and playful.
warning*** i bites.


her beloved bf Zx, mx, stella, diana, elena, brenda, bin han, kenneth, mustain. Colors : blue, black, grey
Foods : i love all kinds of food!!!
Movies : nodame cantabile!!

Contact me

YM : blablabla@yahoo.com
MSN : blablabla@hotmail.com