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May 29, 2009,12:20:00 am
its since hte long time ever since i've blogged.
well.
lots of things had happened in this month....
most of them are unpleasant things...
time has past so fast that next monday is going to be my chinese "o" lvl..
welll... kind of nervous.
because i'm scared that my A1 will fly away....
this week, from monday to thursda, it has been my worst life.
because i'm having mother tongue intensive programme...
i'm tortured by chunks and chunks of paper to do...
haix.....
doing so much doesn't seems to boost my confidence any further...
this month.. i have been backstabbed twice by the same person.
but she is still able to face me and smile to me.
i don't understand...
i've treated her well enough...
and she don't feel guilty for doing such "incivilised" and "inmoral" things.
i still got to put up a smile in her...
this month... i'm starting to bottling up more an more unhappiness to myself...
i dont know why i had such a big change...
but i seems to be more to myself...
i can easily get stressed up and pissed just by a few question....
haix. things are really getting out of hands...
today went to syco.
"he" sent me there and gave me the carebear that i wanted =)
thanks.<3
Labels: sad
May 12, 2009,4:00:00 pm
sad.
failure.
i flunk my chinese.
ass.
i got 45/70 for paper 1.=(
and 39/70 for paper 2 !!!! argh. =(
my 'A' gone le...
i calculated and its left with a "B4". haix
pathetic ba......
gone le.
Labels: sad
May 04, 2009,9:01:00 pm
not happy.cause i know i'm not a good gf.i only hurt him.he is e one grumbling. but i didn't.he couldn't tolerate me.i'm useless.he's my fren. hy is too my fren.why cant i treat both equally?haix.i dont deserve him.maybe he should find other better girls.there will be alot better girls waiting for a guy like him.loving and caring.i souldn't take away other people's chance.what can a useless person like me do?i should not stead in the first place.i MUST NOT CONINUE TO MAKE HIM SUFFER.i decided to let him go......to find his true dream girl, instead of sticking to a useless girl like me.i'm only a useless ass, ugly ass.people hates me.so he shouldn't be loving me in any case.i've wake up my senses.him sticking to me, will only make himself a laughing stock to others.he deserve a better girl.or even a more beautiful girl.not like me....haix.anyway. had english paper today.the paper was delayed.due to the temperature taking.haix.think my paper is flunk.
haix.going study le.bb.Labels: sad
May 02, 2009,12:31:00 pm
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May 01, 2009,10:06:00 pm
haix.
today went diana hse to study.
after that went to chinatown with mh and meet my mum for dinner.
haix.
my bro got a psp.
congrats to him.
i'm happy for him.... i hope.