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May 29, 2009,12:20:00 am
its since hte long time ever since i've blogged.
well.
lots of things had happened in this month....
most of them are unpleasant things...
time has past so fast that next monday is going to be my chinese "o" lvl..
welll... kind of nervous.
because i'm scared that my A1 will fly away....
this week, from monday to thursda, it has been my worst life.
because i'm having mother tongue intensive programme...
i'm tortured by chunks and chunks of paper to do...
haix.....
doing so much doesn't seems to boost my confidence any further...
this month.. i have been backstabbed twice by the same person.
but she is still able to face me and smile to me.
i don't understand...
i've treated her well enough...
and she don't feel guilty for doing such "incivilised" and "inmoral" things.
i still got to put up a smile in her...
this month... i'm starting to bottling up more an more unhappiness to myself...
i dont know why i had such a big change...
but i seems to be more to myself...
i can easily get stressed up and pissed just by a few question....
haix. things are really getting out of hands...
today went to syco.
"he" sent me there and gave me the carebear that i wanted =)
thanks.<3
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