not happy. cause i know i'm not a good gf. i only hurt him. he is e one grumbling. but i didn't. he couldn't tolerate me. i'm useless. he's my fren. hy is too my fren. why cant i treat both equally? haix. i dont deserve him. maybe he should find other better girls. there will be alot better girls waiting for a guy like him. loving and caring. i souldn't take away other people's chance. what can a useless person like me do? i should not stead in the first place. i MUST NOT CONINUE TO MAKE HIM SUFFER. i decided to let him go...... to find his true dream girl, instead of sticking to a useless girl like me. i'm only a useless ass, ugly ass. people hates me. so he shouldn't be loving me in any case. i've wake up my senses. him sticking to me, will only make himself a laughing stock to others. he deserve a better girl. or even a more beautiful girl. not like me....haix.
anyway. had english paper today. the paper was delayed. due to the temperature taking. haix. think my paper is flunk.
Sim Mei XIng =) [jas] gurl, 17
I'm living in rainbow town.
I'm a innocent, naughty, and playful.
warning*** i bites.
Loves
her beloved bfZx, mx, stella, diana, elena, brenda, bin han, kenneth, mustain.
Colors : blue, black, grey Foods : i love all kinds of food!!! Movies : nodame cantabile!!
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