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June 30, 2009,6:24:00 pm
shit!
today height and weight.
i stupidly gained 4 kg without growing any taller!
argh!
June 29, 2009,5:54:00 pm
today is the first day of school.
supposingly not very happy, but i was supr happy.
cause i heard that our class renny, got h1n1.
i'm so happy for him as its his wonderful retribution lo.
hmm.
i hope his that girglfriend also got that virus from him.
well. his case is not confirmed yet.
so i'm waiting to get news that it is confirmed.
looking forward some how. =)
i hope he can just simply die of h1n1, and i will be so happy to attend his funeral. =)
i will drop a few crocodile tears for him, and will celebrate his death the moment i stepped out of the funeral.
wakakaka.
its so wonderful thinking about it lo.
what can it be more happy for me awaiting his death. haha!
annother good news.
there will simply be no remedial for this week!
yes!
my amath class is combined with 4e2.
haix.
not very happy because its a rather big class.
but got diana to help, so i hope i can really cope with it.
today went to eat with zx, elena, karmen, stella, diana, and mh.
poor mh the only guy seems to be so bored as he kept mum for the past 1 hour we talked.
haha
sorry to ps u. =(
ok that's all about it.
bye~
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June 27, 2009,11:45:00 pm
today was seriouly a tiring say for me.
i was pulled out from my comfy bed as early as like 7.30?!? just to accompany my mum to the market.
in the afternoon, i had my lunch and when off to people association youth CO to collect score.
seriously . the place is full of indians.
is so...... scary.
i was somehow lost.
although i was holding a map, but i'm just a map idiot!!!
BUT LICKILY, i asked some of the passerby and i figured my way out when i reached PA, the place is so smelly.
the smell wouldn't lost to the smell of the rubbish chuke under my house.
well.
the place is so big that i don't know where to go.
and so i started bumping in every room.
ai told mh about this, and he said i just won half a battle.
because i found my way to PA, but i couldn't find the room.
i called my teacher and a girl came down to look for me.
she brought me to the room, which is SUPER SMALL.
maybe its because i'm use to S.C.H.
lols.
took the score.......*faint*
the score is tough!! abd ny teacher bluffed me and said it was easy! there was so much of high notes~
anyway.
rushed back home.
had a 30 mins break and went to cc.
have performance today.
well.
performance went on smoothly.
but it wasn't, for my partner qi ping.
after 8yrs of not touching the cello, he cant play much.
but he had made much improvements compared to last week!
he played a few wrongs on stage, and our bowing don't teles.
mostly is because i don't follow the bowngs on score.
i prefer doing it freely.
so poor qi ping have to follow my "freestyle".
concert ended off at 8.
so i went home.
haha
gerald they all went for movie.
didn't felt like going cause some bitch is going.
and i'm holdin a cello...
how could i bring a cello to cinema?
well
holiday is ending soon.
gosh.
my next holiday is november...
haix....
Labels: happy. super happy.
June 26, 2009,8:50:00 pm
finally finshed my d&t project!!
yesterday i was so worried that i cant finish off my project as the deadline was today
i wasn't informed about the deadline until i went to school on thurs.
luckily i completed. =)

nice ba?
haha.
so proud of myself!!
after dnt, went tampinies with karmen.
poor karmen walk wit me for a well 2 hrs++.
but didn't get the things i wanted. ps.
thanks kar. =)
super happy today.
well.
tomorrow got performance at cc.
got to go down P.A to find cello cher. sob sob.
lazy go out leh....
June 24, 2009,6:05:00 pm
seriously happy.
he gave me a book as bday pressie! thks. love it lots.
hmms.
cant find the earsud that he gave me last year..
ps.. cant wear it to make u happy..
today played audi.. got this guy ask me to be real gf...
took a look at his pic.. and he look real disgusting.
so i didn't know how to reject him.
told him to find other girls in audi..
haha. alot despo waiting for him..
than he get it that i reject him ..
and he was like"ok, is ok if u du wan me"
after his offline, i immediately block and delete his contact. haha
Labels: happy =)
,5:42:00 pm
7 types of guys that gals love. lols
1. The Romantic GuyHe believes in classic romance. He is constantly bringing her flowers and chocolate and lighting candles during dinner. He calls her often to let her know he is thinking about her and looks into her eyes and tells her how he feels.
Why he is so irresistible: A woman loves to feel appreciated, and the romantic guy makes this happen. He uses romantic gestures to show her he is thinking about her. As an added bonus, she feels free to reciprocate and act on her own romantic tendencies.2. The Confident GuyHe is totally secure and sure of himself. He is assertive in public and gives off an aura of power and control (within reason of course, as the "cocky guy" is not on this list). In a relationship, he doesn't get jealous of other men; he doesn't feel threatened by his girlfriend's male friends or coworkers.
Why he is so irresistible: Women are attracted to confident men. Consider this: If you think you are great, she will probably be influenced to think the same. The confident man doesn't seek approval from women, and this makes them want him even more.3. The Artistic GuyThe artistic guy is spontaneous and lives for the moment. Often, he will use his creativity to woo her, such as with a song he has written about her or a painting he has made for her.
Why he is so irresistible: Every woman wants to feel unique and special. There is no better way to make her feel this way than to use her as your muse or your source of inspiration. She is intrigued by the artistic guy's creative mind and especially by the way he incorporates her into his art.
Charismatic, rebellious, smart, and considerate guys all get the girl... 4. The Foreign GuyHe comes from a faraway exotic country; he might have a cute accent or a unique way of seeing the world. His social customs and everyday behavior can be a little quirky, but he always manages to come off as uniquely charming. Note that you don't have to actually be foreign to fit into this category. If you are well-traveled or speak many languages, you might be able to pull off the charm as well as any sweet-talking foreigner.
Why he is so irresistible: Charisma, charisma and charisma. There's not much more I can say about this one; it's just that mysterious je ne sais quoi that is so alluring. Women often choose this kind of guy if they are curious about the world, but most of the appeal comes down to a fascination with dating someone from another culture.5. The Free Spirit Guy (aka the Bad Boy)The free spirit guy goes where the wind takes him -- and the wind usually takes him on some kind of wacky adventure. He might ride a motorcycle, or he might skip work to take her on a last-minute road trip, but this guy doesn't worry too much about the consequences; he just sees where his own devices take him.
Why he is so irresistible: Every woman wants a bit of a rebel (within reason, of course). She loves his carefree attitude and hopes that it will rub off on her too. The bad boy spirit adds an element of youthfulness to the relationship and she loves to try taming him -- although she knows she'll never actually succeed.6. The Intelligent/Witty GuyHe instigates conversations that are intellectually stimulating and listens to what she has to say in response. He makes her laugh with his clever sense of humor and has an uncanny ability to make politics interesting. He can shoot the breeze with her for hours and it will never get boring.
Why he is so irresistible: As time goes on, your hairline may recede and your buff body may soften, but if you can keep her interested, you've won half the battle. An intellectual connection is a big part of what sustains a relationship and if you can show her that you've got that, she'll be hooked pretty quickly.7. The Considerate GuyHe holds open her car door and pulls out her chair. He foots the bill for dinner and makes sure to offer her dessert. He always asks her out with reasonable notice and picks her up at her door. He is generally sensitive to how she is feeling and when she is ready to go home.
Why he is so irresistible: Surprised? You probably think that nice, considerate guys never get the woman, but consider this: Once a woman has gone through her share of the bad guy, the rude guy and the not-calling-her-back guy, she will likely reevaluate her priorities. It takes a bit of maturity on her part to realize this, but eventually most girls come around and realize that they want a guy who will treat them well in the long run. a word of cautionDon't take any of these character types to the extreme or try to be someone you're not -- it will be way too obvious.
The key to success here is to keep in mind why women like the character traits outlined above and what kind of gestures they appreciate. Then, mix them up and see which of these traits and gestures you are most comfortable with. With just a little bit of effort, you'll be able to find more than a few irresistible qualities within yourself -- and accordingly, she'll be easily wooed by your newfound individuality.
Now isn't that worth your time?
June 23, 2009,5:08:00 pm
not very happy evernsince yesterday night at 10...
my eyes is really swoolen and i can only see 1 line..
even mum and grandma have notice this..
i've run out of excuse to explain the cause of the swollen..
but yet, i've got no excuse to make myself stop crying...
yesterday i've flip on the bed for 3 hours, and cried till 1am, before i sleep.
thought so much things, and kind of regretted the break.
he said after o lvl, we will start all over again...
he said we got to forgo the past before going for the future...
my instict says it isn't possible for this o happen...
more things might really happened in between..
on sms, he said we are still friends...
ya.. i still took him as my bestie...
but now, i'm not like last time...
i don't know how to appraoch him to talk like a friend...
on sunday, my heart is smashed into pieces.
yesterday, my heart is crushed.
i don't know how to start mending it.
i don't know how many days is needed for me to stop brooding over the past.
i know, the mending of my heart will take months...
is exactly the smae feeling when i broke off with mel...
i'm at a lost..
everytime i cries, i fold a star, and put it in a glass bottle...
until the bottle is filled, i will bring it to the beach and bury it..
take it as burrying my sadness..
i don't know if it works.. just try..
i know i'm trying to run away from the sadness..
but there's nothing more could i do other than burrying myself in work and play.
sleeping is the only timie that i could be alone.
but i will just start to cry after 1 minute on the bed...
he've said so much times that i've changed...
but i still don't get it...
why is he the only person that mentioned my changed?
why are my other best friends not mentioning it?
well.
maybe the break is good for us in some way, but i just didn't realise it ba.
last week went ti diana house ad play tarots..
it says that i will have something to new to deal with..
its true...
its the new journey of mine that embark independence.
and i have to star dealing with the fear and sadness over tat relationship...
i know that it's impossible for the patch..
but i just cant help pinning little hopes on patch...
i will try and make myself to forget the relationship that i once had with him..
not in the mood to get a new guy either...
maybe i will just wait for my feelings to go...
and this is a big project that my take more than a year....
cause i'm really deep inside...
i felt the "pain" that he had gone through after the thorough break...
nevertheless, i will try not to be distracted by this incident..
promise to be back to myself when school reopens..
250708
010808 bye memories............
070908Labels: sad
June 22, 2009,2:48:00 pm
pic of syco. =)
got it from gerald.
always in memory, loves.
bye syco.... hope to see you guys next year.
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,1:07:00 pm
haix.
yesterday was one of the worst day i ever gotten into.
not sure whether which word of his to believe.
haix.
anyway.
i shouldn't get myself back into those misery.
i must stand on my feet again!!!
we are friends now, no point getting sad over a few words of him
take it easy jas!! there's always a better one out there.
although i took those words seriousl, i will still treat him as best friends. =)
Labels: sad
June 20, 2009,11:40:00 am
bored.
1 more week to school reopen.
TIME REALLY FLIES!!!
gosh.
i hate SCHOOL!
i just want to stay at home alone.
well.
tomorrow got to go cc.
sian.
next sun have performance.gosh.
wonder wat song they are playing.....
Labels: sad
June 18, 2009,10:07:00 pm
hmm. went hopping.and i realised something funny from ms holly's blog.
if u wen to her blog recently, u will c this.
Top 10 Ways To Win Her Heart
10. Check other women out in her presence. When she catches you, deny it angrily. Remember... the key here is that the more defensive and aggressive you are at denying it.. the more innocent you look. And then, make her feel more worthless than you already have by accusing her of being crazy and or insecure.
9. When she is ill, stay away from her the entire time. Go out and have fun with the boys instead. She will be glad that she isn’t bothering you with her petty medical issues.
8. Tell her how attractive her friend is. After all, it is proven that if you hang around with attractive people, your own attractiveness will appreciate. She will feel like a winner, someone who really knows how to pick em'.
7. When she asks what you think of the little black dress she has bought especially for a night out with you, tell her contemptuously that she looks like a Whore. She will respect your honesty.
6. When asked to do anything, deliberately do it badly so she‘ll be forced to do it right later. This will make you look charmingly inept.
5. On her birthday, don’t do anything she might enjoy. Remember, only planners are losers. Just churn out a gift last minute and if you register disappointment on her face, tell her how the other girls in the office swooned about what a romantic and thoughtful gift it was.
4. Tell her to improve her knowledge of current affairs, geography or any other subject that you are interested in. Remember, the world revolves around you because you are the one with the penis. She will be grateful that you are pointing out her intellectual defects and make plans to improve herself for your benefit.
3. When she is upset that you didn't bother calling the whole day, tell her you don't ring her because she never has anything to say that is of interest to you. Yes, pushing the problem back to her is a good idea. (See point 4 above)
2. Never return her calls. Women like mysterious men. She will pine for you and ignore all the other suitors who make the effort to ring her just to hear her voice.
1. Remain on the prowl and keep your options open. This will keep her keen.
*(Note: I hope my readers are intelligent enough to detect the sarcasm and satire of this piece)
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its kinf of funny, and i find it true but of course true in the sarcastic way. hahas
bb=)
Labels: sad
June 11, 2009,9:00:00 pm
our syco performance was a success on the surface..
it wasn't actually...
all of us is sad cause we didn't put on a good performance.
yesterday went for the concert reception. super funny.
had lots of fun.
lols. now everybody is asking me to go for the class bbq...
don't feel like going.
not bonded with the class.
Labels: sad
June 04, 2009,1:11:00 pm
from now. this second. i will end my dream.
i will stop dreaming of all those hings anymore..
now that i know i have been having wishful thinkings, i want to stop myself for getting into it deeper.
i know that i'm the only willingly partner whereas he doesn't.
my dreams are shattered. =)
i will stop chasing after it...
just let it stay like this..
i will keep silent... until the day he do it, it will be too late..
cause i'm ready to reject, and promised myself not to ever accept it anymore...
once the opprtunity goes.... it will never be back....
too bad that you didn't treasure it....
Labels: sad
June 02, 2009,12:48:00 pm
happy bday to me!!!
pathetic bday.
Labels: sad
June 01, 2009,11:54:00 pm
well. today had chinese o level.
was so damn nervous since the day before yesterday..
flip through the paper. the passages were rather easy to understand, however, questions are tricky.
and... my A1 just took its flight...
it seems that my compo has been flunked by me...
my paper 2 isn't any better..
gone! most of the people have been saying that the paper is relevantly easy, but i didn't felt the same way...
today "he's" running high fever. 38.4
kind of worried for him.
took care of him for awhile, "he's" tempereature has gone down.
but i'm still not worrying any lesser.
syco today is a tragedy to me..
have been lost counting it... and i counld'nt depend on anybody... haix.
brought tix with gerald... almost can't get the seat as it was fully packed.
went to malaysia on fri.
what welcomed us was the scorching red sun.
the boiling ball in the sky has made us not able to breathe properly, nor counld i even open my eyes.
took a 1hr+ of taxi journey after that. traffic is jamming heavily.
went there to sweep the house.
lols. my bro is bored down there now.
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