Abit tired today.
Went out to watch hachiko!
Like finally get to watch la.
Super touching. But din cry.
Duno why. :)
Hmm. My tummy n head dun feel right today. Duno wads wrong. N the sy pieces. Really tough. :(

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i'm back.
my mood today isn't that good. haix. my bad.
went to teach. tried to fake a smile out and also tried to control my temper.
did managed to smile but vented my unhappiness on those kids.haix. sorry kids.
i hate myself for being like that.
i hate it when problems occur over and over again.
anybody had relationship that has so much problem. haix.
it might be my problem too.
sorry for being sian when u didn't coax me.
everything is my fault.
should not have expected you to coax me.
sorry. i'm not sure if my method of solving my relationship's problem is right.
but i think this is the best way i can think of.
whatever he can't do, don't expect it anymore from him.
but slowly i realised that i have no expectations for our relationship already.
where's my happy relationship? where's my perfect boyfriend?
i'm searching for you up and down but never been able to find you.
 



am i giving up on our relationship?? why do i have such thinkings of finding another guy? i will try to salvage our relationship


ok. i'm super tired today. wanted to play com i dozed off cause i was super tired.
rushing down to damai soon as lesson is starting at 2.
ystd worked at peral river. sucks.
never ever work in a restaurant. they are not going to release you on time.
yes u have lesser things to do, but you got to do it quick.
for banquet. more things to do but can take your time.

and can he coax me when i'm mad?
haix. he just don't coax me when i'm mad at him!!
haix. is it me failing to do my part?
or is he waiting for me to coax him when i'm pissed of.
haix.
yes. got to remind myself.
previously is not to expect much from him.
i will change it now.
not to expect ANYTHING from him.
haix.
ye. bear bear bear, bear with it.
i hope i wun burst out so soon.
he will never knows how i feel or want. cause he doesn't read my blog.
haix. so forget it.
i'll see how long can i tolerate.
problems are coming up and i'm bottling up, now solved.
is this suppose to be the way?
and... that day is coming. i don't expect any surprises from him . haix.
just take it as its my fault for everything.
sometimes i really hate being in a relationship.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i want a guy like this!
- make me happy when i'm down
- coax me when i'm pissed at him.
- be a gentlemen and let me in the bus first.
- taller than me.
- make some time for me. i don't expect everyday.
- make me look forward in dating with him and not end up with disappointment.
- surprises for me at times?
CAN'T ALL THIS BE DONE?!?
but i know you'ii never get all this. so its ok.
i'm not expecting things from you anumore. trust me. i'll get immuned to what you are doing. this is just a guide for me to find my next boy if there's chance.


ok. hie.
was busy for the past few days, that;s why i didn't blog.
so today i received the my results of the courses i'm going to.
and yup. i went into aerospace through TPCO and went to environment design through JAE.
yes. was super pissed at first cause i didn't know i got to check the JPSAE portal.
i tot i was tied down by the co for 3 yrs by going to the course that i can get through JAE.
and they said i was out of the JPSAE at first. now i went to the jpsae n check and i got in. =)
whatever it is, i'm super happy now. =)
going to syco orientation tonight. =)
got to work soon . bye. =)


first. let you guys know about my audition.
my audition. choice piece i did rather well cause i wasn't nervous yet. but for my sight reading it seriously suck like don't know what.
seriously. there is like bass, alto and trble in one passage. =(
got the alto clef it was still alright. when it comes to the treble clef i seriously went blank la.
but nevertheless.
i was called up and was told that i got in. but another bad news came.
the prac in tp actually crashes with the syco's practice. =( which is like monday night.
and this crashes with my violin lesson too. argh!
but if i go to tp, i would be able to go for aerospace! i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere now. =(

yes. and i'm going to work tomorrow. i nid my pay for his pressie! just work work and work. =)
i know what i wana buy already!

yesterday went to teach damai.
i'm almost voiceless now.
and my throat seriously hurts.
went to downtown with mus ystd and had our lunch there.
ya. so ystd was his turn to embarass himself with that flying pepper.
well. i realise both of us can never go out together.
cause one of us will surely embarass ourselves. lols.
but quite fun afterall.
so he drove me there. his driving is not that bad afterall. lols.
and i learn a new thing. i'm gona smack his car door.
to ensure its tightly closed. =)

somehow... i don't know how to get out of it.

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going for the tp audition today.
which is like at night 7 pm?
didn't really prac much. just don't feel like practising.
anw. i'm still not nervous yet leh.
previously i was damn nervous like one week before that syco's audition la.
weird me.
yesterday went out to bedok interchange to take passport photo.
ate cupcorn. yum yum. but the corn wasn't fresh. =(
after that i went to tampinies.
supposingly wanted to buy organisers for myself to remind myself things.
found a few that i like. but's like super x?
wanted to help my mum to save money by not spending so much. ya.
so eventually didn't buy.
and i went to arcade to play the cacth toy game.
and i'm SUPER ANGRY LA!!!
ii've already caught the toy! twice! on a different machine!
and when that clipper sways, my toy flew of that clip!!!!!
damn. how do people catch those toys????

ok.. daddy will be back on 9 feb.
miss daddy. =(
cause i want him buy things for me. =) oops! haha. jk la.
mummy say cnt buy. cause i got to buy a laptop for poly whioch is very costly. =(
and my mummy broke her promise! she said if i manage to get to poly she would get me an ipod.......
sob...
i want an ipod.... i got super lots of things to buy la!!


shopping list!

new bagpack
gel eyeliner
organiser
baby's valentine's day present.
Nebo's member card.
arcade card!!! (if not i cant play games) =(
LONG WALLET FROM WALLET SHOP!!!!! (cuz i don't have enough space to put cards in my current wallet)


VERY IMPORTANT!
not that important YET!


sometimes i really really hope that theres school.
cause when you are not schooling but staying at home doing nothing, your old grandma will be nagging at you 24/7.
at this juncture, you just feel like taking the key and get out of that bloody hell house.
and you will not seize any chance in going out.
yes.
so this is seriously what happened to me for yesterday and today.
ok.
yesterday temasek poly called me.
they told me that i was taken out from the jpsae and was transferred to this whatever cca scheme.
this cca scheme comes with a condition after i entered.
ok. sometimes it doesn't feel good not schooling you know.
cause you will be like staying at home and doing nothing.
and when you do nothing, your old grandma will be beside of you nag and nag and nag.
which is i got to be stuck at that co for like my entire poly life.
+ i still have got syco.
man.
and tomorrow is the audition. AND THERES SIGHT READING TOO!  BOOS!
good luck to me. pray hard there isn't any notes that knows me yet i don't know them. argh!
JIAYOU JASMINE SIM!!!!!!!!  baby is supporting you!!!!! XD


ok..
i woke up at 7.30 today just to find sec sch to be a relief teacher.
but is like a total failure!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah.
ok.
cca oreintation is super boring. we are like repeating the songs over and over again .
the band are playing trendy song like ponyo an all that la!!!
how are we to compete with them....
that day went out with baby after the orientation.
so we went to e-hub to watch "the spy next door"
not bad. funny yet touching movie when the show is coming to an end.
went to beach for 1 hour before the show started. but that 1 hour seems to past so fast.
so i went to take pics of the beach.. wanted to take baby... but he du wan wor....

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still feeling hurt currently. supposingly to be him...
haix... its seems that everything will be over soon.
i cant help but feeling useless.
i tried to pull our relationship as close as others.
but it's tough.
i will vanish infront of him if i could..
i wish i could go overseas right now just to hide myself from all these...
everything is done.
as for this saturday, i'm not sure if i will appear there.
cause i don't know how to face him and my wounds anymore.
maybe time will really heal up wounds. so i shall let time do the job.

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ok. yesterday went cycling with mus.
my leg is seriously aching so much that i woke up from my sleep yesterday just to put oinment.
=( but had lots of fun.
after cycling, both of my legs are jelly like already. =(
and i started laughing so loud and hard cause i saw the way mus walk and its seriously super funny la.
iwas like laughing and hugging the lampost can.
so we went to eat twister fries at mac and den minitoons after that.
bought music box. XD and a thank you bear for mrs ang.
after that i dropped my atm card there and i was frantic looking for it. lucky mus was there to help me.
with my wobbly legs i went abck to minitoons and get back my atm card. phew~

mus here =)

for sale!!! mustain cost $7.95 only!!! =)

me! playing with his cam that's so heavy.

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yes. yesterday is my happiest day!!!

first thing. baby and i have collected our results. =)

after that we went to our class seperately.

so i was with zx, stella, karmen and zr after that.

we were sitted at the back of the row so we were waiting for quite long before its our turn to open the results slip.

then, some ungentlemen from our class shifted their ass.

they were sitted behind of my friends and i, and in a split second they sitted right infront of us.

fuck la.

but anyway their results wasn't fantastic. =)

ok. from today onwards i'm gona open up my blog. this is because i have passed my english with flying colours.=) got a B3!. its good enough because i have not been passing english till prelims. =(

ok. most important thing. I ACTUALLY PASSED MY A-MATH AND SCI!!!!!!!! i thought it was impossible.

it was super unexpected.

so to those people that said i can't pass my english, i'm here to tell you guys that it's time to shut up and improve your english!!!!!

but i got to thank you guys for provoking me on my blog.

cause your provoking have turned to a motivation for me. =)

ok.

so baby scored beautifully with r4-12 and r5-15. he's going to jc. =)

for me. i was shocked when i saw the resuts. i actually could go MI. hahas. got a aggregate of 15!

but for entering polys i have an aggregate of 16. =)

so proud of myself =)

mum and dad was overjoyed when they heard the news cause they thought i would'nt be able to make it. =)

had a hard time choosing the course i want cause there's so much that i'm interersted! XD

but i've got my first 3 choices.

1) aerospace electronics.

2)aerospace engineering.

3)environment design.

most likely i will be undergoing the JPSAE. will talk to my cello teacher tomorrow.

i'm going to but pressies for my dear teachers today in thanking them for their effort in helping me. =)

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ok. i was hopping and i saw this intereting article on some ones blog. and i find it real true.

"I am not writing this to criticize. Neither am I writing this to show who’s better than who. I am writing this out of curiosity and for your own opinions. Many men like to compare women. I wondered why. And they way they compare, is physical. For example, the will see the angles of Girl A and Girl B body, and they start comparing.

'Oh, look at Girl A’s butt. It’s way much bigger than Girl B’s.” “But hell, Girl B’s has bigger boobs than Girl A’s' (I realize that most guys that do compare, they mostly compare about these parts). I asked my boyfriend why do guys or men like to compare us (‘us’ referring to women or girls). He said, it’s for self-assurance. As guys have RME (roving-male eye), they will tend to compare other girls to his partner. When they compare, they feel satisfied with what they have. For example, the guy will look at a girl and will say to himself, hey, at least my girl has a much more beautiful hair than her. It’s like to tell himself that his girl, has everything that he want.

It’s a gap different from how girls compare guys. For us, we do look at appearance (similar to guys). However, we don’t compare physically much. This is because girls need to be loved and to be hold. We don’t not fucking mind , as long as you’re there everytime we need and WANT you. Girls compare guys to the guy’s actions.

“Guess what? Last night, Guy B and I bumped into his ex girlfriend who still loves him and he immediately put his arm around me. He even kissed me infront of his ex!” “Are you serious? Gosh. He’s much better than Guy A. Guy A don’t even acknowledge you when you guys bumped into his ex!”

See the difference? We compare more of the guy’s action, rather than their appearance. However, please do take note that most girls care about their partner appearance. It’s not like we want to change your style. But, be neat when you’re out with us. Seriously, being neat is the most you can do for us if you usually dressed sloppily.

ok. all this is super true.a nd is also what i think about my boy. should you just judge a girl by its look? do u want a girl that is super pretty but the character suck to the core, or do you want a girl that is ugly yet have an inner beauty in them? personally. i think guys should also acknowlege their girl infront of its friend or ex. just by holding her hand infront of them will seriously let them feel secured.

ok. today is the release of o lvl results. i'm currently super super nervous.
i totally have no mood to play violin or cello can!
argh
i seriously had a hard time sleeping le.
teachers are reviewing the results now i guess.
haix.
i dare not see their expression on their face later

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so that day i was down. went to watch movies alone.
went to watched alvin and the chipmunks.
super nice movie. highly recommended to be watched by me. =)

went to sp with baby yesterday.
haix.
he is totally not interested in poly.
should not have asked him to go with me.
haix.
learn to be clever.
will not ask him to go for this kind of things already.

today went TP's open house.
walk awhile .
after that i was dragged to watched movie by mus and elena.
so we went to watch shelock holmes.
good movie too.
wanted to watch avatar.
but the movie is too late for us to watch. =)
came back and smsed baby.
he treated me very cold. haix....
forget it...


ok. i'm so lazy to upload pics because its super slow!
so i din upload much.
so these pics are taken at the dressing room in the esplanade.
kind of fun performing there.

lih yee


the guy at the side seriously looked like someone. but i dun want to say his name.



ok. com broke down. so i have not been updating. =)
bought a camera on christmas!
FE-46!

WOHOO!!!!

ok. 27 dec.
MY PA CONCERT!!!!.
super sucessful. Fun!
the dressing room is like hotel.
all the cellsit and bassist went crazy too!
took quite a number of pics.
no time and mood to load up. so wait tell i feel like it. =)
bought a bag too. and it is spoiled.

today. 4th jan.
school reopen.
went to school to help out for the sec 1 orientation.
took 1e4.
terrible class that totally does not respect seniors.
haix.
they don't even listen when we are scolding them.
and this is only the first day.
i can assure the teachers that they will be an "asset" in disgracing the class.
bought choco for them somemore. haha! i very good nei.
gerald today is going for army. JIAYOU!

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Sim Mei XIng =)
[jas]
gurl, 17
I'm living in rainbow town. I'm a innocent, naughty, and playful.
warning*** i bites.


her beloved bf Zx, mx, stella, diana, elena, brenda, bin han, kenneth, mustain. Colors : blue, black, grey
Foods : i love all kinds of food!!!
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