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January 28, 2010,7:50:00 pm
i'm back.
my mood today isn't that good. haix. my bad.
went to teach. tried to fake a smile out and also tried to control my temper.
did managed to smile but vented my unhappiness on those kids.haix.
sorry kids.
i hate myself for being like that.
i hate it when problems occur over and over again.
anybody had relationship that has so much problem. haix.
it might be my problem too.
sorry for being sian when u didn't coax me.
everything is my fault.
should not have expected you to coax me.
sorry. i'm not sure if my method of solving my relationship's problem is right.
but i think this is the best way i can think of.
whatever he can't do, don't expect it anymore from him.
but slowly i realised that i have no expectations for our relationship already.
where's my happy relationship? where's my perfect boyfriend?
i'm searching for you up and down but never been able to find you.
am i giving up on our relationship?? why do i have such thinkings of finding another guy? i will try to salvage our relationship