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January 28, 2010,1:52:00 pm
ok. i'm super tired today. wanted to play com i dozed off cause i was super tired.
rushing down to damai soon as lesson is starting at 2.
ystd worked at peral river. sucks.
never ever work in a restaurant. they are not going to release you on time.
yes u have lesser things to do, but you got to do it quick.
for banquet. more things to do but can take your time.
and can he coax me when i'm mad?
haix. he just don't coax me when i'm mad at him!!
haix. is it me failing to do my part?
or is he waiting for me to coax him when i'm pissed of.
haix.
yes. got to remind myself.
previously is not to expect much from him.
i will change it now.
not to expect ANYTHING from him.
haix.
ye. bear bear bear, bear with it.
i hope i wun burst out so soon.
he will never knows how i feel or want. cause he doesn't read my blog.
haix. so forget it.
i'll see how long can i tolerate.
problems are coming up and i'm bottling up, now solved.
is this suppose to be the way?
and... that day is coming. i don't expect any surprises from him . haix.
just take it as its my fault for everything.
sometimes i really hate being in a relationship.
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i want a guy like this!
- make me happy when i'm down
- coax me when i'm pissed at him.
- be a gentlemen and let me in the bus first.
- taller than me.
- make some time for me. i don't expect everyday.
- make me look forward in dating with him and not end up with disappointment.
- surprises for me at times?
CAN'T ALL THIS BE DONE?!?
but i know you'ii never get all this. so its ok.
i'm not expecting things from you anumore. trust me. i'll get immuned to what you are doing.
this is just a guide for me to find my next boy if there's chance.
Hello. I'm mei xing. I'm 17 years old. I love music, and i hate