using my lappy to blog. yay.
its finally friday.
not sure to be happy or sad.
happy cause i do't need to go to school for 2 days. =)
sad cause another week has past and gr8 exam is getting nearer and nearer to me. sad.
hadn't been practicing eh.
got to chiong.

school these few days was alright.
just that i had alot of question marks when the lecturer is talking.
somehow i prefer the classroom way of learning and not lectures.

writoral have been a big thing to me recently.
cause projects are never ending.

in school.
always crazy. =)
somehow got addicted in touching faizul's hair.
and i start to discover cute guys in my class. =)
haha.
i love my clique- Bin han, kenneth, Lance, Brenda. =)

had lunch with my beloved xian xian just now. <3<3<3
zhao wang is funny.<3

and baby is ignoring me again for his work. well done.

as long as it makes you happy.
i don't mind doin anything for you.
just like suffering in silence now, just for you to concentrate on your studies.
every act has a price to pay.
and my price for steading with you is to suffer in silence.
cause i know you wouldn't coax me.
or maybe is really like what you told me yesterday.
you're too lazy to bother about me.
this few months i've been keeping all my feelings from you.
2 years may seems short.
but to a person who is suffering alone like me is long.
i trie to understand you, that's why i kept so much things from you.
but you know what?
i really wish that you could see this blog and know what i'm really thinking.
but i know you wouldn't.
thr most hurtful things is that you are lazy to bother about me.
is alright.
i'll ry to accept all this shit that you're giving me.
i should really find a better one.
cause i believe i should be treated better and not like a piece of shit.
on the surface i'm crazy.
on the surface i'm happy.
but whenever i'm alone, another side of me comes out.
i'll stop pestering you like before.
so that you can concentrate on your work.
so that you can pump in more love and time to your books.
if you wana know what i'm up to now.
i can only say im exploding soon.
for your question that day.
yes.
i was angry.
i told you no.
cause i know you wouldn't bother coaxing me.
i gave you so much, yet this is what you're giving back to me.
great thanks to you.
cause i've realise somthing.
even though i don't look good.
i realise i'm kind of devoted.
i realise i can be treated beter by better guys out there.
if you're not gona change your attitude towards me, i'm going to change my soon.
not changing to the good way, but changing in the bad way.


yo.
yea. i didn't study again. =(
i've completed my ckt homework.
tomorrow's gona be like writoral presentation and i hope i'm not gona screw it..

yeah.
my CP was cut of by D fund lecturer today.
cause i didn't do my tutorial work.
i happily thought i've done tutorial when its RQ. Zzz
stupid me.
marks get deducted for nothing.

supposedly to be a short day today.
but there's this enrichment workshop for us to attend. =.=
waste my time.
only the making of airplane is fun.
other than that-boring.
i'll let the pictures and video do the talking. =)









first airplane is kinah's group airplane.
second was my group. which is utter failure. Zzz.
nice.

anyway.
our  lecturers have problems with their simple pronunciation.
had this scientist name called kirchhoff.
and brenda said he pronouced it as kill chof.
i was laughing so hardly with josh.
and that voltage sauce. LOLS. inside jokes. nvm.
that's all.
i hope i wouldn't start tearing again.
gurt once again.
=( bye.

i thought i've accepted that i'm aren't your first priority.
now i've realised that i have not accepted.
just that i'm immuned to your act. haix.
hope you can stay happy with your books always.


i'm back.
had school yesterday and today.
ya. boring mugging life.

he's having tuition till 11. yes. i miss him.

ate at the IT school today.
the food is seriously better than engine school.
no wonder people say engine school have the worst food. =X

bought my lapy on sunday already.
ya. kind of happy.
finally i'm owning a lappy.
need not share that ass desktop with my bro anymore.
=)

supposedly tomorrow is a short day. from 9 till 12.
but there is this enrichment class. =(
kenneth and jason are not going eh.
they'r like tempting me to skip. =(

that day went out with baby to wach ice kacang puppy love.
nice movie.
but i wasn't really into the movie.
was disturbing baby all the while . =X

i'm tired.
wana sleep.

o ya.
MX REMINDED ME OF THAT HUNK I SAW THAT DAY!!!!!!
omg... that kind hearted hunk.......... aww.....
my gosh. my heart is melting for him again...
I MISS HIM LOADS!!! i wana see him again ..... sob.
if i were to see him again i'll go up and ask for his facebook add this time!!!!
hope he s single!!! haha. =X
k la. but i still love my babyboy la.
i don't get to see my babyboy everyday eh.
need some guys to entertain my feelings ah. LOLS!

anted to study.
but i think i'm gona sleep soon.
i'm real tired.
=)


hi.
feeling quite down these few days.
even though i'm going out with baby later.
haix.
i don't know how to make him happy.
how cani make him not sian.
his reply to my sms is never more than 10 words.

i cherish our relationsip, yet he don't seems to bother about it.
he's giving me this kind of contradicting feeling.
he's scared that i would get snatched by my classmates.
but he never seems to even concern about me.
nvm...

i saw the speeding car.
i puposely walked slower.
than was pulled back by a pedestrain.
haix. he din even know what i'm trying to do.
he just pulled me back...
next time don't be so kind hearted le can.

if 1 day i really suceeded, i hope u'll learn something from it.
treat other girls with proper care.
don't torture them anymore ok...
if my d____ allows you to treat your next girlfriend with care i will do it..
treasure your next gal...

i'll still stay happy infront .
i'll still stay strong.
i wouln't let u see the tears behind my laughter anymore......
i'll bear. i'll tolerate till my max.


its been a few days since i last blogged.
this week is the first week of school.
everything went out fine, except for the rumours going out between jason and i.
i hate those rumours i got to admit.

this week's lesson are mostly covering on sec4's work.
so everything is still fine.
there's project already. =.=
as well as some homework.
yup.
FASC is boring.
no joke.
the lecturer seriously don't know how to teach.
he talk so slow and seems unprepared for the lesson.
and the time past so slowly in his lecture.
i love lecturer effren.
he's a good teacher and he simplify everything just to make us understand.
<3<3<3
have been hanging around with those chinese guys in my class.
ya.
they're funny.
especially joshua who kept on making that barking sound.
the barking sound is stucked in my head.
yesterday had writoral.
had an indian lady as our lecturer.
her wearing is seriously obscene.
seriously.
can u imagine i got to see her obscene wearing for 1 semester?!?
she started off by talking so much crap and guess what.
i was so bored that i was drawing songebob and patrick at the back of the class. =)

supposedly to have AEL camp today.
but i skipped. =)
ya. i just don't wana go.
and i'm hell sick now. sh!t.


i'm back! =)
continue with my third day.
we had lots water games.
shampoo our hair at school vacinity.
it was fun afterall. haha.
so we were competing with all other 4 empires.
and zadaz got first!!!!!!!!!!!!
all the GLs teared. =)
<3<3<3

tuesday.
went to the syf performance.
results is out. not sure to be happy or sad.
after that went to sakure to eat with cher and steph.

wednesday.
orientation.
saw my new classmates.
<3 them all!!
had mass dance.
and i partnered with kenneth!!
he's so cute!!!!!!!!
i'm so gona get him as my dance partner for every dance. =)

thursday.
joined some olmpiad thing.
waste my time.
had another set of friends.
i get to know nabil and enlai.
and i forgot other names.
=(

these girls are all from my class!!!!!!!!!













my olympiad group mates. HEARTS!

friday.
had our regatta.
which we lost to business school again. =(
haix.
we seems to lose everything to them.



hi guys!
i'm back from my wonderful camp. =)
ok. it gona be a seriously damn long post.

first day!!
first day was totally disastrous.
ya.
the only lucky thing was that i'm with the same group as my bimbo (patricia) and bitch (estelle) =)
ok. so it was boring.
ice breaking games.
met some bitches. which i seriously don't like.
was in same group with this P2 friend.
estelle recognised her too.
cause she was from park view. =)
yeah. and both of us hated her.
she is so hell bossy.
anyways.
we ran round tampinies central like crap.
yes. so first day was so tiring.
went to bathe at about 10. =)
didn't really slept well.
was chatting quite alot with bimbo and bitch.
so only had 3 hours of sleep.
before my sleep i get to know 1 friend. chen yun.

SECOND DAY!!!

here's where the fun is.
we learnt the hand sign song and tp's school song.
after that had mass dance with dean.
he is super funny la.
seriously.
than we had the performance night.
ok. i'm in the empire called ZADAZ!!!
and my sub empire is ZADEN!!
ya. so the whole of zadaz have to come out with a performance.
everything was nice.
seriously.
had lots of fun with our GLs.
our GLs have lost their voices.
we saw them drinking bottles of coughing syrup.
but despite loosing their voices, they kept on trying to shout at us just to let us hear them. thanks GLs.
we love you. <3
ya. and for these, the ZADAZ made a cheer for the GLs which made them cry. =)
the meals provided was nice.
and also. i saw my OBS friend! Zheng yuan. he's my bamboo. =)
saw isabelle too. hearts hearts!!!
and i made another 2 friends. JERENE AND LIANG YING.
ya. they are crazy ppl. so of course i went crazy with them.
at night. FINALLY we get to bathe.
it was pretty late.
and i was waiting for like 1 hour for the toilet.
and i get to know this tom boy girl su hiang.
she's damn damn damn cute.

shall write my third day in next post. =). gtg. toodles.


YAY!!!!!!!
i've finally changed to a new blogskin!!!
was so bored of the previous blogskin u know.
and since school is starting, i wouldn't have time to change it. >.<
might as well just get it done now.
its just a few clicks. XD


thursday will be having freshmen orientation camp.
next wednesday would be school orientation.
and the monday after next is the first week of school!!!
gosh.
my holidays just went off, flew past infront of my face.
saying bye bye to me.
omg!!!!!!!!
ya. and my hectic studying life is coming. sianzzzz.


yesterday as usual, went for syco practice again.
the conductor is like.... so fierce.
he's like a total different person from last week.
tsk.


but yesterday there's something to be happy of! =)
baby called me!!!!!!!!! =)
his watch is torn.
should i get him a new one?
ok. i'm done. buh bye~~~ blogshop again. haaha


i'm back. =)
first. this is gona be a damn damn long post.
i'll try and keep it as short as possible. =)

that day went out with baby.
i took almost half of his day.
i'm contented already. =)
went to the beach.
it was like super packed cause its school holiday. =(
went to farrer park.
he wanted to collect some things from the teacher i guess.
yup so i down with him.
saw a few of his friends.
ya.
but i see them from a distance.
he went in to LJS to collect but i didn't went in.
waited for him outside.
his friends seems to be so curious about me. =X
ya. cause they didn't see me before. =.=

went shop shop at the mall there.
i went to a toyshop like some crazy woman.
dragged my baby in.
ya.
he went to see some robot thing.
all looks the same to me.
just that colour different. =X
ya.
took a pic.
but kind of blur. =(
after that i felt lazy to retake already.



hi guys. happy april foll's day. =.=
i was dumbly tricked by TP.
they was saying that we got to bring diving gears to school.
due to the heavy rain recently, the banks of the reserviors burst. =.=
and it became so bad that we need diving gears.









ya. and it became like this.
see. there are even boats also.
of cause i wasn't tricked by this picture.
i was tricked by the post saying that they will send us the list of acceptable diving gears.
they sounded so serious that i didn't have the thought of april's fool.
they had another 2 pictures.
its kind of funny .
lols.
but its obvious that its edited.













today went down.
did a 45 mins tuning.
ya.
my tuning is super super slow.
and i seriously lose my focus damn fast.
gosh.
and i swear i felt abit sick after the 45 mins tuning.
drained too much energy i guess.
was feeling abit headache.

tomorrow will be going out with baby.
hopefully it will be a fruitful one.
i just bought a book.
its nice.
kind of addicted to it.
but i seriously have no energy to finish it today....

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