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May 31, 2010,4:31:00 pm
just backed from malaysia this morning.
have thought lots of things over the weekend.
managed to think through somethings.
managed to let go certain feelings.
somehow, somethings that i felt that its important isn't that important to me anymore.
i'll stand up at the exact point where you made me fell.
i came back sorting out all my thinkings.
taking you as a normal friend and not a boyfriend anymore.
we broke for almost 1 month and i admit that i'm still treating you like a boyfriend even after we've broke.
still there concerning you.
still there thinking for you in everything.
from today onwards i will not be doing all these stuffs anymore.
i've cried for 1 month.
and i felt that its enough.
of course i'll still think of you when i see couples being sweet to each other.
and of course i'll envy them.
but if you want us to be seperated when we're still loving each other i've got no comments.
cause i know 1 day my feelings for other boy will grow.
and 1 day my feelings for you will fade.
just that i don't know when this day will be here.....