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May 02, 2010,10:13:00 am
woke up kind of early today case i cant really sleep.
my heart aches even when i'm asleep.
really. its very pain.
everytime i on the phone to see if you've smsed me, everytime is a dissapointment.
i know you wouldn't sms anymore.
i don't know what does this mean.
is it you want to break?
i didn't want to say hall those words to you, but you forced me to say.
now that i've say you're treating me this way.
i know you wouldn't sms me anymore.
just that i can't take the blow.
as in....
i tried so hard to prevent you from ignoring me.
but now, you're still ignoring me.
wat am i to you?
you said you understand me.
but do you really still understand me?
i'm just so disheartened by your act.
if you want to ignore me, can you at least tell me what i've done?
you have no idea how hurtful is it to wait for your sms.
tears are just like my 3 meals these few days.
i know i got to let you go now.
before i break with you, i just want to know what i did.
i want to know what i did to receive such treatment.
what i did that you wana break with me.
if only tears could bring you back to me,
you would have been brought back.
cause i've been crying so much and so hard.
its really dificuly to fake a smile out of my face.
but i still got to do it.
you said you love me.
but you bear to torture me ths way....
is this still love.................................................................................
Hello. I'm mei xing. I'm 17 years old. I love music, and i hate